Of Greener Grass and Escapades

wtf.........

2005-08-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

hrmm. i tihnk mr valles reads my blog. which is a disturbing thought i must say. not tt i have much to hide... but... well...
i tried setting up an account on diaryland so tt i could password lock my blog budden i cant seem to figure out how to chunk my entire template unto the server so i'll stick with blogger for now. help pls... =S

this quite horrible week is over. did well for the mini math test! =) but not much satisfaction tho. cos it was relli too easy. n for 10% of end-of-yrs?! tt's jus obviously the math dept hoping too boost students marks. not complaining tho. tdy's mini bio test was relatively easy. provided i got correct the qns i thot i got correct. hmm. haha. n our grp managed to finish our wr report on time. yay! tdy's trng was kinda crazy. jiao lian came. he gave me a damn long damn heavy 34 inch sword. (my normal is 30 inch). den he did quite a fair bit of pt with us. pity near the end i sort of sprained my ankle. not tt serious tho. shud be able to recover over the weekend. in fact i better recover. or not nxt wk comp i die liao la. n tmr got dota inter-sch wcg sch team trials haha. got no clue wad the format is like n den m tft jus gave up on me cos i had to reinstall it. den sth went wrong along the way. sianned. so i gota play my best tmr after quite a long period of abstinence hah.
realised nxt weekend is where the crazy stuff starts. got comp on sundae n mebbe a marathon aft tt. den tues is wcg. den thurs got math super test. tihnk i shud be fine tho cos i did all my tutorials for the topics.
o yeah a chem test nxt mon. must do well!
realised promos not far. relli gota pick up the pace. getting despised by teachers left n right is definitely not a gd experience. wud like to at least start nxt yr (and end this year) with tt off my back.

G'Day Mate

2005-08-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

tdy was an ok day.

math test was surprisingly easy.
wasted time at tt learning styles workshop haha.
wushu trng was gd. jiaolian sneak attacked us. quite hiong. by the time i finished my first run on the carpet m whole right arm was looking swollen cos all the muscles tightened like hell. very fruitful trng. this is one of those rare times i'm happy with jiao lian. hope it'll keep up.
my competition number is 57 i think n i'm 9th to go up i tihnk. sundae 28th aug 10am at toa payoh stadium i think. scared. haha. oh btw i got the new balance marathon run at sentosa after tt in the afternoon i think. not sure wad time. but i'm not sure if i'm going. i paid $20 for it la... sigh but she told me very firmly not to go. how??? it wiLL be kinda rush...
tmr gona meet cher hern for the dota thing. wcg 30th aug. i think got trials tho. curious to noe hu'll go haha.
for once i tihnk i'm chionging too many things at the same time haha.
not to mention maf n pw.
speaking of pw i just documented the whole stack of print materials shiqi gave me. can die la. so glad its done tho. den tmr jus need to pia lit review.
PW 5UXXOR5.

SlipKnoT

2005-08-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

Baron's Strong Brew Presents
SlipKnoT Vol. 3: Sublimal Verses World Tour 2005
Singapore, Fort Canning Park

OWNAGE

being kiasu idiots, daryl n i met at ps at abt 5.30pm to da bao some mac n made our way to fort canning park early. upon reaching the archway where the barrier was set up, we were already greeted with a crowd of slipknot fans. it wasn't too hard to identify them with their slipknot tees or heavy metal band tees. and abt 95% of them were wearing black. haha. it was then we realised how noob we were. ok so we sat down at the pavement along with the crowd n wolfed down our burgers so we could be rid of the plastic bags quickly as we watch more ppl streaming in. there was this sad t-shirt booth at the side but the t-shirts were relli ex. sigh. i had actually brought money to spend but decided not to in the end cos it was relli too ex. prolly buy them from inokii or sth.
ok by the time they started letting ppl in was probably ard... say, 6.15pm? yeah then the whole crowd chionged to the entrance. but the process was REALLY slow. den there was this bunch of bikers who kept squeezing thru the crowd intot he venue. damn irritating. den daryl's bro n hir fren came. haha. his fren oso made one joey mask. quite funny. ok den this mini merc limo came cutting thru the crowd again. this time it was filled with the driver n one other guy with a video cam. we being the noobs din recognise him for hu he relli was until someone ahead shouted "SID!" haha walao how cool la. den we queued again... den 2 merc vans came cutting thru again, this time filled with the band! budden they were all unmasked so it was quite difficult to tell hu was hu so there wasnt much hoo-ha. (someone identified corey tho). by the time we got in it was already abt 7.10pm.
den the stage was set at the foot of the gentle slope with these yellow railings ard the front of the stage, acting as barriers to divide the $100 crowd from the $60 crowd. (imagine an elongated semi-circle at the front of the stage). then within tt barrier right at the front was the crazy $150 crowd. haha. so me n daryl managed to find a space on the barrier tt wasn't occupied near the back but we could stand on the things so we had a pretty decent view of the stage. as we waited we could hear music playing. stuff like guns n roses, chemical romance (i think) n another daryl identified as the slayers. nice music. n everytime the music stopped or someone came on stage to fix/set-up the equipment everyone would start chanting "SLIPKNOT!" haha. den alot of time they test this test that den we all thought it was gona start but all fake. until the music suddenly stopped halfway thru a song.
a recording of Prelude 3.0 started playing n tt was when the chaos was abt to begin. (u see the turn-out was fairly sad so like 2/3 of the space in the $100 barrier was unoccupied). so, when the music began, the barrier started shaking. yeah. shake shake shake den it finaly gave way n everyone poured in on the other side of the pit. at our side, the barrier was still nicely intact. den the organisers got quite pissed and conincidentally or not (they claimed it was a techinical fault), the music stopped. den the organisers had torchlights our den began checking the barriers n stuff. den after awhile the intro began again. just as i was abt to get into the mood, daryl tapped me n motioned me to move forward. haha. luckily he spotted a defeated barrier further up on our side so we managed to sneak into the $100 area!!! muahaha.
ok well den SlipKnoT started playing all their amazing songs. n all the time we were inching forward haha.
its a pity most of the songs they played were from their previous albums tho. so i couldn't relli appreciate them tt well cos i havent heard them yet =S haha. but it was crazy all the same.
thing tt spoilt some parts for me was this bunch of drunk bastards hu were pushing, seriously PUSHING each other abt for god noes why. den it was super irritating. n it always coincidentally happens during my fav songs so it was quite pissing off.
but hey, we got prime $100 space man. haha.

after the concert i was literally feeling half deaf. haha. den we head banged so much until everyone's neck damn pain. den u noe ur neck pain u will oso feel headache one rite? yeah. tt's wad i'm feeling rite now.

but it was DAMN worth it!

Excitement

2005-08-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! tmr's the SLIPKNOT concert!!!!!!

haiz so exciting u noe. imagine if i could jus get joey jordison to autograph my album. <3!
n den i gota pour out my savings to get some cool official merch. so exciting can. cant wait to see wad merch they'll sell.
ahhhh to see them play on stage. haiz. if i cant get manson, i guess i'll have to settle for less. but slipknot's supposed to be quite gd live so i hope i wont be disappointed.
must pia after sch tmr so can go there n line up early to get in n get gd spaces. but its fort canning so it SHUD be hilly so i SHUD not have too much problem seeing the stage from anywhere.

hope all goes well.

tdy econ's was screwed up haha. we all heard qn3 was gona come out which was this tough qn on airfare. end up when she flashed the qn on the screen it turned out to be regurgitation qn 2 tt nobody seriously studied for. haha. damn sad. i can only be glad tt killer qn 1 din come out. i mean, africa wtf?
quite worried for math err... quiz. on wed. guess i cant relli do anything abt it. practiced my tut qns already. yeow said its not even frm tys n its do or die type so i guess its up to luck now.
pw written report 1st draft due this fridae. sian la. n my eom was so totally screwed up. sincerely feel like doing it with another source cos i think my grp use too many online sources le. n we got tons of print sources!!!!!! sigh. but i cant seem to find the hardworking spirit in me to redo it.
stupid oag wana hold a chem test this fri. (shud be). i did my tutorials for both the topics so i SHUD be ok.
sigh. relli hope to improve. so far very good. but i noe i'm only kidding myself if i believe my current results actually reflect vast improvement. i mean, econs test, chem test, so far relli not damn easy haha. damn!

Brain Gender

2005-08-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 86.67% Female,
13.33% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/genderbrainquiz/">What Gender Is Your Brain?

WAHAHAHAHAHAH

What
Ever
Man
...

okok back to econs.

Change!

2005-08-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

wow! one chng after another! haha. ok well anywae these few daes have been treating me rather nicely so my chng in mood has brought about my chng in my blog skin! i was getting rather sianned to facing my black skin everytime i came to check tags so now everything's nice n white! u have no idea how long it took for me to find this la. so gay. every skin is either black n angsty or pink n gay. sigh.

isnt plain just sweet?

Reformat

2005-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

jus reformatted my acer laptop with my dad's fujitsu recovery disk muahahaha.
n i spent the whole nite transferring the whole of my d drive (containing music files, videos, etc) intot my ipod to save it from deletion only to realise in the end tt the whole drive was intact n unaffected after the reformat. -_-

ah well now my comp's fresh n new so i hope it'll run better. it better run better.

oh damn my whole list of favourites got deleted. now i gote look for my fav blogs n webbies again. sigh.

happy mugging for econs.

Celebrate good times, c'mon!

2005-08-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

national dae celebrations tdy. cool!

first up, everyone came in their cls jersey! so cool! haha. we were like, the only cls with a red cls jersey to wear haha. n prolly the only cls where everyone wore it.
parade at the field was decent. the marchings were so horrid n we couldn't sit cos the seats were wet due to rain. but the saving grace came in the form of tchs's band. sigh. 4 yrs there n they had to wait till my 5th yr before they came up with sth so nice. he their performance instead of the traditional ncc precision drill. NICE CHANGE imo. relli nice. i have to sae band rox haha.
den went to hall for celebrations. daryl n chaoqun went up for some nat dae quiz n won the cls some popular bk vouchers i think. haha. great job guys!!!
den MIN JIE WENT UP TO SING A JAY CHOU SONG!!! woot~! haha! good stuff! i guess all those kbox sessions paid of eh? haha. there was this other guy hu started off better but forgot the lyrics halfway n went off-tune towards the chorus. so, minjie>other guy. haha. n he still dare to sae he's frm choir. wth. if i was frm choir i'd bash him up la. anywae tt got us more prizes. den came the fashion show! our merlion man, modelled my jeff n mr valles, got 2nd! woot~! cool la! haha. 80 bucks sakae sushi vouchers. actually i think we shud've gotten first. all guat's fault la. our costume definitely had much more effort put into it. at least we got sth. den come to the singing part. actually every yr its jus stone n hope it ends quickly. this yr duno why the cls so enthu still must like o1 liddat stand in a circle n hop abt n sway n stuff. it was nice tho.
den got some massive shaving session. cos ppc was having his head shaven. was quit hilarious so we stayed to watch for awhile. den after tt quite sian diao. budden TONNES of ppl started shaving. seriously la. crazy freaks. i din shave cos i knew if i did she wud kill me. anywae, i only need to wait abt 2 yrs before i have no choice but to shave.
initially wanted to go sentosa haha. but it was raining to heavily in the morning so it was very humid so i was quite reluctant to go. in the end went harbourfront to makan at subway. nvr relli liked it cos i nvr found anything special abt it. it was ok i suppose. bought a nice cheap one cos i was on a tight budget. den proceeded to rach's hse.
started lounging abt in her living rm watching tv before going downstairs to use the facilities. played some horrid squash with aaron tt was a total waste of time haha. den went to play snooker. was kinda pissed cos its so damn hard to play n i kept leving easy balls to the person after me. but i won all anywae so its all ok. hehe. den watch em play squash haha. i think its the first time i actually see her doing a sport haha. anywae, watch watch watch until feel like playing oso. den i think play until not bad with daryl so quite fun. budden it was 6pm so we had to zao cos someone else booked the court. went back up to rach's hse den bummed ard watching tv. too lazy to go for dinner so everyone ordered delivery heh. den bummed ard somemore while some others went down to frolic in the pool haha. dinner came. carbonara pasta. ok la. i think i found it ok cos i was hungry. verdict frm others was tt it sucked. lounged for awhile more den decided to head back home.

btw, jus finished reading charlie n the choc fac. so nice =) now looking for charlie n the great glass elevator.
not tt keen on watching the movie tho. both my sisters saw it already n they sae it isnt tt great. i heard johnny depp was quite a disappointing willy wonka. oh well.

ahh! 8 more daes to slipknot! ahh!!

Long Weekend

2005-08-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

yay. the horrid wk is over. tho i reckon the wk after nxt wud be worst.

eom could have been better i suppose. econs test was o-k. at least i think i did ok. wad comes out is another matter. bio notes were quite doable. lta essay deadline is postponed to nxt wk. n chem spa went smoothly.

all in all, this wk turned out fairly well.

oh yea n our maf stuff is like 1/3 done i tihnk so tt's quite cool.

so tired. den tmr morning gota meet at 815 at the love wadevaucallit outside fish n co for balloon sculpturing cip. sounds fun but i think gota sell the balloons later which sux. wushu ppl meeting up in town too i tihnk. but i'll be with my cls. hm... see how. but i do wana go for the cls dinner tho. at marche in the evening.

looking forward to an enjoyable weekend b4 promos loom closer.

Aug 16

2005-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

August the 16th.

A day to look foward to... whee~!

The Slipknot concert.

Just can't wait man............

before tt, a gay up week. gota pia eom tdy to hand in tmr. tmr gota pia econs for lect test on wed. wed gota pia bio mutation notes for independant learning thing. thurs gota pia lta essay for submission on fridae. fridae got chem spa. wth man. wad... the... hell.

What
Ever
Man
...
zzz

Used a Charge of my Aegis

2005-07-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

my day has just been made.

ok anywae... few stuff on my mind now...

jus finished chem equilibrium tut 1. din do challenging cos they're relli damn hard. thx alot yifang for teaching me everything. shud be able to do most of the basic stuffs now. quite happy.
math still need practice. tut 1 was ok but tut 2 is crappy. i listened during lectures la but apparently these qns are like waaaay harder than lect examples. zzz. thank goodness the test has been postponed to the wk after nat day hols! yay.
bio quite slack these few daes cos judith on course =D so bio tuts can put on hold first. great load off my mind... those damned essays...
econs... sighhhhhh. still hard to bring myself to do his work. mebbe tmr attempt some mcq frm tys to prep for fridaes lesson. den nxt wk got lect test some more. den got another timed assigment with math test. some weekend crap.
these few weeks have been kind. i wonder wad will happen when spa kicks in.
o yea, pw sux. i admit i've been rather slack in the grp so far so i'll try my best to make it up. all those interviews n stuff are jus so time consuming. n like none of us have any real interest in the topic. its times like these tt i'm grateful for those crappy project's daes back in tchs. at least back then we could choose our topic freely, sth we had an interest in. now its relli jus like a big piece of homework. sux.
n den there's the worry abt my blk test results. dun wana sae here very malu T_T duno wad my parents will do when they receive them man. but the envelop is self-addressed so hopefully it'll come to me hehehehe.
ok enough of sch work.

wushu. after horrible fridae, tdy was quite a nice trng dae. but wushu for me rite now is more of going n realising i'm happy there, then last time where i went cos i knew i wud feel happy there. i guess i have yet to enjoy trngs more. things are rather stressful with competition round the corner. general feeling tdy was tt everyone was quite sian of comp. but after listening yin chu out, i guess i had a chng of heart. sigh... it was like signing my death cert man writing on the registration form. nxt few wks are gona be hard...
on a lighter note, jia tian n i more or less finished our "dbl" jian tao lu. looks quite nice on the whole i'd sae. gd job to us haha.
i HATE my role.

n now i'm planning n arranging my long nat day break! wheee~! its like weekends, nat dae cele, tues n wed off. woot~! mebbe can have stayover or sth crazy. sth... like the first 3 months.
anywae, quite glad tt i've bonded more closely with zhou n daryl over the past few weeks. its times like these where i dont regret my choice to stay in hc. seriously. great pals.

hrmmm wad else... oh yeah i gota borrow cash frm my sis to get my slipknot tix soon man. sry daryl. soon soon. ahh so excited.
OH SHIT I JUS REALISED THE CONCERT IS A DAE B4 MATH TEST. WTH.
this is not. good.

oh man tt jus spoiled my dae. geez. dun wana blog anymore.
T_T

Scum of the Earth

2005-07-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

I don't like Ah Guat.
I want to change her away.
Half a year more.

I don't like jiao lian.
I want to change him away.
1 year more.

I don't like A Levels.
I want to get rid of it.
One and a half years more.

I hate my life.
I want to change it away.
A lifetime more.

Saving Grace

2005-07-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

Thank goodness for today.

Today, I found a few startling revelations that helped give me hope.

I found out I actually passed econs, if only barely. Well, at least I don't think my parents would be called up anytime soon for now...

I didn't F bio. Meaning I'm still not blacklisted as yet... It was a close shave though.
Everyone kinda flunked though. Our class was above average... and our average was a fail. Go figure. haha.

Lastly, my gp essay...
=D

Goddamn Your Righteous Hand

2005-07-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

You see, the worst part of it all was not that I did badly, but that I actually studied, and did badly. Albeit not terribly hardworkingly so, I DID study. Wasted, yes, wasted 2 weeks on it. I realise now my time could have been much better spent elsewhere because I would have obtained the same marks anyway.

And I don't think any advice would help much because I'm sure you haven't been as low as I am now.
Which, incidentaly, is really really low.

And something pretty obvious is that my reformation act is going very awry.

Fuck you Ooi Ah Guat. Fuck you.

A Born-Haber Cycle is not a fucking energy level profile diagram.

Burn in hell bitch.

Burn.

Harry Potter

2005-07-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

i'm currently suffering from post-harry-potter-bk6-depression.

T_T

its a tragedy.

Reverse Polarity

2005-07-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

OK!

more happy news to blog about.

first of all, i completed my first math tutorial since math induction. woot~! this is such an improvement.
n tdy, during math lect, me n zhou were paying full attn to e lecturer n even asking each other qns on the rationales of the workings. wow! can u sae "reformed"? whoohoo. its one of my most fruitful math lectures. den thru math n bio tut i did all my work so it was such a breeze. in fact, it was rather a refreshing feeling actually having done all my tuts for 2 lessons in a row n actually not having at all to fear the teacher coming to check my work or sth. very nice. well, nice things dont come without hard work tho. ok anywae chem still sucked cos i din do tut. gota work on tt. in fact i plan to aft this cos i paid attn during chem tdy n i think i took some stuff away with me. gota finish up tt bio essay too. n econs lect. whoa. challenging to stay awake man. budden. we pulled thru. woot~! tho i kinda think my time could have been better spent had i jus read thru n comprehended e notes myself. so useless la e lecturer. can spend 10-15min explaining e same shit n it dussen even help much in understanding. oh well.

day 1 of my reformation act is in place.
i see a brighter future ahead of me.

i hope.

Perma Stunned

2005-07-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

I woke up today and went through all the things I do in life.

And I realised...

I suck at everything.

And that's not a very healthy thought.

I should be doing something about it.

But I'm not.

What the hell's wrong with me.

Not very good...

I feel perma stunned.

The Syllabus Increases

2005-07-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

i have now got sth new to add to my workload.
i've jus downloaded all the wcg dota replays to study over the course of the nxt few daes.
contrary to wad i've been told, i still think the best way to learn is to watch. n the best way to improve is to practice.

team 1mba, i've got the replays if u want them.

Eye of the Forest

2005-07-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

ytdy was 6b's dinner gathering. went late so met up with baba n huron first. turn out was quite alot. daryl, melvin, yinghui, shan wen, huron, baba, sheryl, jasmine, imelda n huiying. but it was quite stonish. ah well.
i feel quite blessed tho to have such nice frens hu still bother to turn up after so many yrs. real cool.

anywae, tdy was the first round of hc's dota comp. alot of noobish teams actually. i rmb this vj guy hu was frantically clicking on the shops to look for the deso scroll whahaha. tt jus aint rite man. but there were some pretty decent teams too. not to mention cher hern's rj team. serious cool shit. relli gota revise our picks.
nxt wk jia lat la. got 2 of rj's cybergaming club teams n rj's judo team hu are all reportedly quite gd. hope we'll manage to pull our strats off tho. currently deep in thot thinking abt strats n possibilities.
dota aint so simple no more.

den went with lan to get his phone. e720c. wah damn chio can. stupid rich bastard.

Screwed

2005-07-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

this is quite screwed up. my life isnt exactly going the way i'd like it to at all. my only consolation is probably the fact tt team 1mba has managed to enter into hc's dota comp. n even tt isnt going as smoothly.

dis sux.

nah not jus studies. tho tt sux too. my previous posts dont seem to exaggerate the pit hole i've dug for myself.

but yea. not jus studies.

everything else sux too.

fuck it.

1 of 5

2005-07-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

1 of 5 of my major jc exams are over... finally

tdy's bio was quite crappy... essay i think i could do budden nvr organise properly. structured was jus screwy den mcq was soso. i tHiNk i can pass. better pass la. chem n math already sure F. econs n bio must pass.

den went to play pool after tt with daryl n zhou while the rest watched initial d. den went ps eat gelare waffles. nice.

den i bought a damn kick ass cd la. Rob Zombie's Hellbilly Deluxe. whoa damn shiok listening now woot~!

i think the cls is having sentosa outing tmr. dun relli feel like partying leh. just last nite i felt as tho tdy was the beginning of the hols. den now like sch starting dae after tmr den so sian.

oh well... i guess i'll jus dota e nite away n worry abt tmr tmr.

The Worst is Yet to Be

2005-07-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

i dont normally reply to tags here but to jonah, lan n glen: haha yeah thx for the comfort. i think i'm sooo gona get FOOD too la. tmd. damn screwed up!

tdy's math can be summed up in a few simple words....

it was worst than a chinese paper. 'nuff said.

this is very bad. my chem is a sure O at most la. den econs hOpEfUlLy can C or D. tdy's math is a definite definite F. ffffff........ n i noe i shud be piaing bio like shit so i dont screw all my blks too badly but wth? bio pia like shit still sure fail so wads the point.

FOOD is so coming my way.

Drained

2005-06-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

damn man feeling drained out already.
econs tdy was quite ok i suppose. i HOPE hope hope i can get a D or C. tt's wud be jus too cool. oh n btw, mebbe i'm abit slow but i jus found out there's another pass grade between O and D tdy hahaha. E! =D a new hope for me haha.
aiya oso not relli looking fwd to end of blocks. i mean like, theres nothing to look forward to after tt la. frankly, if blocks weren't screwing me up so bad, i'd be perfectly content to remain in this period of time, everydae jus simply wake up n go kap mug den come home slack a bit on the net den read a few chapters of a nice bk b4 tucking in. n since everyone else is also mugging, u dont need to bother anything abt them either. hmmm. i tihnk i'm currently feeling quite anti social now.i jus dont noe. mebbe its the depressing fact tt there's no salvation for me tt's slowing settling in. i was esp distressed after chem test ytdy. jus relli felt damn stupid n sad. n last nite was jus shitty.
i jus dont noe wad i'm feeling rite now. its like i'm jus damn uncertain abt everything.

is it relli worth it? but i dont wana give up now... not now.... after so many yrs... its relli agonising.

n i jus cant wait for the next harry potter bk to come out. sigh. its the only thing i'm looking forward to rite now.
cos i mean... like we were talking abt tdy, after blks its jus getting back the papers n getting to scrwed by the teachers la. n i NOE i'm gona be screwed particularly badly. n den after tt its back to studying all over again. it so much diff frm last time where the only major exam was at the end of the yr n it wud not hurt so bad to screw it up cos after tt its the dec hols n u can jus blow ur ass off.
i think i noe wad the problem is now. there's just nothing to look fwd to anymore. rite now, nothing interests me. well except mebbe dota where i can still screw those pubby noobs. but apart frm tt... i think i jus kinda suck at everything else so it jus aint fun no more.

oh yeah. my new slipknot album's relli growing unto me. it rocks man.

All over again

2005-06-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

so stupid la. study like fuck over the hols n i end up hardly any better. i guess i was jus too far gone to be saved already. shit. i shud've jus played my ass off n screwed the blks.
ytdy gp was rather ok but i was quite distressed for compre after certain revelations. =S
ok den tdy chem was so stupid la. i felt as tho i jus took one of them gay ass chinese tests all over again. come out jus feel like laughing at myself cos i noe i'm so goddamn screwed.
i'm beginning to feel tt an OOOO is asking for too much.

i'm not obliged to do anything.

Goo

2005-06-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

well tdy i had quite an interesting experience.
i ate the mashed potato at 7-11 for the first time haha. well, i must say despite it sounding quite trivial, it was rather an interesting experience. i had to read the instructions rather carefully cos its relli quite hard to figure out exactly how the machines works, like whether the gravy n mashed potato comes out of the same nozzle.
as i pressed the mashed potato button, some pale yellow liquid came oozing out of the nozzle n i thot there was something wrong with the mixture or sth. u noe like how sometimes the slurpee machine dispenses more liquid than the mushy ice? well then i was informed by my fren at my side tt it wud solidify which made it more interesting haha.
well, dipping my spoon into the mixture, it actually tasted pretty good. u noe the type of warm feeling in ur tummy when u eat hot mushy stuff. it's very much like the kfc one. but it kinda freaks me to imagine wad chemicals i'm eating man seriously. frm the yellow liquid dispensed, it kinda hints tt not even a shred of potato was used haha.
i honestly feel it shud be renamed "mashed potato flavoured goo" instead.

on a side note, myrmidons won the cc preliminaries of the wcg. congrats to them but it makes it all so much more bitter tt we could have been there had it not been for thomas. granted, their clan is pretty gd, but we had the upper hand for tt match with our perfect picks of centaur, morph n med. sigh.

Moviethon

2005-06-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

gave myself a little break tdy (as if i haven't been doing so the whole hols =S) n went on a mini movie marathon with my elder sis hu jus came back frm perth. wanted to watch episode 3 first but everywhere stopped showing le T_T so we started off with batman den watch initial d.
well i wud sae batman was quite nice... if u minus all those cheesy bits haha. like the scarecrow omgwtfbbq la he was one big fat piece of cheesy shit. thank goodness he wasnt the main baddie of i'd have been soooooo disappointed. i mean... wth? a baddie hu sprays ppl with some funny gas n dons a mask n starts taunting ppl??? gimme an insane nut hu went thru a radioactive explosion any time man. n i thot the batmobile was kind lame. well, it was kinda cool till the part where he had to lower himself to fire the cannon thingy. funny stuff. but i guess batman was portrayed in a much cooler manner this time tho. still a couple of funny stuff like how alfred picks him up in his bat suit in the middle of a neighborhood o.O
den came initial d. having been a proud follower myself, i had already watched initial d stages 1, 2, 3 and the extra stage n was anticipating the movie.... tho not very much. but i must sae the show turned out pretty satisfying tho. apprarently the squeezed the storyline of stages 1-3 into jus a few weeks of "movie time". but quite well done la. however, i think i wud be kinda lost if i hadn't previously watched the animes.
tt aside, i jus bought myself a new album! =) Vol. 3 The Sublimal Verses by Slipknot. well, if u dont already noe, slipknot is coming to our little island on aug 16 this yr. yea. kinda cool such a heavy band'll be coming. havent relli been listening to their songs honestly but i'm hoping to find ppl to go the concert with me. u see i've already desired to go for a manson concert but if i cant i guess i'll settle for less.... for now.
eh daryl go ah heh.

hols are coming to an end soon. sad, relli. cant relli sae i've done very much this hols.
oh yeah btw team 1mba is having a 2nd shot at dota! haha. chances are high tt we might be joining hc's inter-jc dota competition. i've already signed up as a ref but i guess if i get the golden opportunity to compete i'll have to give up tt honoured position =P will be cool haha.

4J04 Gathering 05

2005-06-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

tdy was 4j04's 2005 gathering! wasnt relli look fwd to it very much but i guess it turned out quite alrite la.
went with sean frm studying at kap to meet the rest at marina bay mrt. turn out was pretty gd. more than half the cls at abt 20 ppl. i guess ti was pretty nice to see everyone's faces again. but at first it was pretty sian cos everyone was quite quiet n all very cliqueish. den we went to eat the steamboat which was ok. quite uneventful other than the live prawns which everyone was making such a fuss over. quite funny. den sean began to call for a gambling session again. tdy quite a sml grp only la. abt 6. was abit reluctant at first but when money started pouring in i once again got quite into it =P our corporation earned abt 10 bucks which was quite a major haul, shared among the 3 of us hehe. den we went to play pool. had a few bad games but ended off nicely heh. now i noe the key to playing well. its concentration. seriously. must take time to focus on the shot den it'll turn out nicely. rush it and even easy shots may be missed. breaking still quite inconsistent tho. den colin, kiat tat, she hern n i cabbed back cos it was damn late. abt 11.20pm at marina bay.
overall i'd sae it wasnt too bad la. in the end i did enjoy myself. mebbe it was jus the pool but still... 4j is still one cls with huge fissures dividing it but i guess they begin to melt away as we spend more time with each other. like last yr when o lvls were ard i thot the cls was mixed pretty okae-ly. ah well... no offense but these arent relli the friendships i'll hold unto for the rest of my life. sure, i'll still make the effort to keep in contact with them regardless as they are still a remnant of my tchs daes. not very enjoyable but still a part of my life.

oh, and i must sae, i'm so crazy over my lovable amoeba rite now =D

Wushu Investiture 2005

2005-06-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

tdy was wushu's 2005 investiture for the 32nd batch. i must say the going was tough, but it turned out pretty gd.

went to sch at abt 11.30am as organised tt found i was kinda early. so jus slacked a bit while everyone came trickling in. den we drifted off to the lt3 at abt 12.30pm to set things up. turns out tan yang hadn't even had the door open yet -_- so yinchu, bryan n i went coro to photocopy the song lyrics. bought sushi n delifrance there for my lunch. yum yum! den we went back n me n bryan started out car park ushering duties. damn funny. cos i was eating my sushi while bryan was slacking n we had to be on the look out for seniors at the same time. we were pitying ourselves n bumming ard n snapping to attention everytime a potential senior person approached. we were trying hard not to look slack hahah. den jiao liao came late as usual at abt 2.15pm n den we rushed to the lt to begin the investiture proper. quite a bunch of seniors turned up incl tchs guys, ny girls n zheng hua sec ppl. kinda uneventful till the skit. heard lotsa laughter frm backstage so was quite relieved. was afraid our skit was gona be too lame but apparently everyone laughed. well, whether the laughter was at the skit or at us dussen relli matter i suppose :S den showed the vid which was pretty cool by brent. den took photos n ate. food jus nice. good!
den we got chnged to advance to the 2nd stage of our invest. the games. damn fun. had to throw balls into a pail while being attacked by seniors with water bombs. had lotsa fun targeting seniors haha. den some forfeits were quite horrid. like blowing flour. the one tt relli got me was the flour solution tho. they poured it all over us n i got alot cos of my exploits n i ended up quite unwell for a bit.
washed up THROUGHLY for a relli relli long while n finally headed to beauty world to eat n play pool. horrid games tdy but quite fun.

overall i think its quite a success. i relli see lots of potential for wushu n fun in this team n i hope we wud cont to bond strongly. ppl like bryan make things all so damn funny.

New Dawn

2005-06-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

tdy's my 2nd dae back at kap.
went to get my retainers in the morn den went to cut mi hair n did a bit of window shopping with my sis. shes going melbourne so she'll buy me lotsa nice quicksilver wear! =D
okae den joined some of the wushu guys mugging at kap. conincidentally met sean n mingjie there n did some catching up. quite nice. den played a bit of pool. horrid games.
den went back n studied a bit more with bernard. i tihnk i'll jus give up my chem. its relli hopeless. i actually feel more motivated to study bio. econs is.... ok n math... well... i tihnk once i copy the ntoes frm berd i shud be able to catch up marginally la. not supposed to be failing math.... econs jus study n hope for the best i guess.... gona need time to understand the concepts tho

T_T

The Bai Clan

2005-06-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

after an afternoon of reminiscing abt the gd times, i've finally decided to dedicate an entry in my blog to a really select grp of frens tt i've made in my daes in tchs n have followed me all the way up till jc.

we're 3 ppl consisting of a damn rich bastard called Lan. a damn bastardly bastard called bj. n myself. n we call ourselves the Bai Clan. named after the infamous Bai.

it was sometime around 2003 tt we came together. thru wushu, we discovered a common interest - d2. yeah, those daes, d2 was all the craze. having played in sec 2, i had a small stash of items which started off our career in the game. n boy was it some career. after months of continuous playing on end, we managed to build up a collection of godly items. so much so tt we had control over the economy in d2. yea it was tt sick. sojs which seemed imaginary when we first started were given away like dirt at our peak. i remember the donkeyguild. a dummy account tt stored all our goods n was the source of our trading dreams. i tihnk if we auctioned of the items in ebay we could've made hundreds. pity none of us had any paypal back den. every trng, we wud congregate unbidden to discuss our latest botting finds n lan wud develop new ideas to spur the economic development of our d2 escapades. yeah. lan was alwaes the brains behind all our new ideas. hes damn bastardly, but hes smart, i'll give him tt. yeah den kelvin li wud come n scold us for not trng n we'll break up. den after while we'll just form back again. rinse n repeat haha. with the advent of patch v1.10, and well, more importantly bj n lan's o lvl's, we had to give up on our d2 daes n stow our accounts aside.
den came wc3. haha. i rmb our arranged team games. lan wud play orc, bj wud play nightelves n i wud go human. ahhh... those were fun. all the adrenaline rushes in every game. n i rmb joining dota games den. den lan wud be "wtf get out of there" haha. n there was grandmaster maze def which was modified by bj to accomodate 3ppl, postman wadeva which was damn funny n 10 hero siege which was later also modified by bj for tchs characters haha. sigh... den we had to stop cos my o lvls beckoned....
den came the final stage in our gaming careers thus far. dota. yeah. with the addition of kb n adyang, we were the 1mba clan's wcg team. haiz. we rose frm being afraid of big names like sh3_bangs and Eluna to being able to pwn almost anything tt were thrown our way. our teamwork had reached the pinnacle such tt now, dota aint fun no more without the guys.
haiz n our dota daes ended ytdy with the disconnections n the biased THOMAS.

it was fun times. relli fun times.

[B/-\!].
[BAi].
[b/-\i].

we pwn ass man.

WCG

2005-06-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Match: Clan 1mba vs Clan Myrmidons
Date: 11 June 2005
Game: DOTA

Coin toss, 1mba heads, Myrmidons tails.
Heads wins.
1mba picks heroes first.
Myrmidons chooses sides.

Hero line up:
1) Morphling (1mba), Faceless Void (Myrmidons)
2) Centaur (1mba), Omniknight (Myrmidons)
3) Medusa (1mba), Queen of Pain (Myrmidons)
4) Techies (1mba), Magnataur (Myrmidons)
5) Crystal Maiden (1mba), Bone Clinks (Myrmidons)

Sides:
1mba - Sentinel
Myrmidons - Scourge

Game Review:
Obviously 1mba had the upper hand because we picked first and got Morphling which Myrmidons obviously wanted from the look to perma stun on their faces. Our second stunning pick was the Techies which the Myrmidons obviously did not expect.
So, as the game progresses, some early game mistakes were made as Techies scored few successful kill with his suicide. Bones was uncontrolled due to his laning with Centaur.
As mid game ensues, most of the major pushes of Scourge with the imbalanced Centaur-Morphling blink stomp combo. However, one successful push was done by the Scourge which cleared our team and decimated our middle tower. However, Morphling bought back and was able to prevent further damage on the middle barracks.
And then...

OUR CENTAUR DISCONNECTED.

Ok, so there we were reassembling our team, now with Lan trying to mirco his Techies along with the Centaur. As long as we could prolong the game our Medusa could farm till she was unstoppable.
Then...

OUR MORPHLING DISCONNECTED.

OK. By that time we were damn pissed because a Morphling-Centaur blink stomp strategy without a Morphling and a Centaur is just a gg. So anyway, there we were trying to fend off with 2 men down and the Scourge led a devastating push with clear 2 of our raxes. That's when the Myrmidons saved the game. And shortly after, every computer suffered a pwoer failure.

SO, according to the rules, no rematch was allowed for disconnections after 10minuites and the game was to restart from the point where they saved.
Throw in the fact that we had to break for lunch and could only come back later for a losing game meant that we forfeited the match and...

FUCK THAT THOMAS.

---
so here ends my dota daes.
well, it has been fun, n we definitely could have won tt match against those lame assed myrmidons. n we later found out tt they won thier block so.... we could have been there!!!!!!!
argh.... ggnorm
how gay is tt la. at first me n bj were joking abt losing cos of lag spikes. den.... DISCONNECTION. its like wcg is a freaking international standard competition la den still can disconnect. seriously gayed la.

we could have WON.

but anywae i must sae our team has come a long way.
kudos to lan, bj, kb n adyang hu made this cool.
it was an experience afterall.

damn those myrmidons. damn alberax. damn thomas.

oh yea n i received news not long ago tt theres a flash n splash sale at suntec now... till midnite -_- tt jus goes to show how stupid my dae went.

anywae, i've decided on my cls jersey name n no! its gona be...
kcwl 11 =D

Oh no

2005-06-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

aiya shit man we're so screwed for this sat la. we jus got pwned twice by some team frm 04s74 tdy. T_T i could jus die. n they sucked la. centaur with return -_- ok i admit our 5mp was jus screwed the first time round but the 2nd game!! hrmm... looks like we cant relli do without our centaur morph combo. oh well.... lets see how it goes this sat. =SsSssSss
hmmms n apparently we're up against this team called the myrmidons. n also apparently they're an organised clan with a clan webbie too T_T can u sae screwed again.
haiz n its all the way at sengkang la how sian is tt. match supposed to start at 11am which is like gg early. sian... i'm so not liking any of this. =(
AND going for the comp means i'll most prolly miss my cls outing to ecp i tihnk. well tt's assuming we dont end at 12pm which wud be so sad.
haiz trng again tmr. quite tired liao. i must sae the banner we painted turned out relli relli nicely ^^ 3x3m dussen seem big enough in the end. ah well tt's one thing tt's going well for invest at least. gota be collecting monay soon. $$$
n i'm suddenly damn worried abt block test!!! T_T i think my math is relli relli screwed la. n we're supposed to score for tt. bio i THINK shud be easier cos we've had consistent lect tests le. (tho i failed all of them T_T) chem.... screwed. jus... screwed. but i THINK mebbe can cook up a pass. yeah... tt wud be my aim for all my papers. a pass. ah tt wud be sooo nice. n econs... oh well.... dead pretty much sums it all. a pass wud look gd too. judging by how slack i've been with econs. hey wait. i've been relli slack for all my subs. oh no T_T pls man a pass for all wud jus make my dae. 2 more weeks.... haiz... i tihnk i gota go back to pre-os mugger mode. which is jus hard. and even so i'm not sure it wud help much. i'm lagging too much in my tutorials le. it wud be hard to start up n gain momentum again. T_T

sad sad tough life. T_T

New Grounds

2005-06-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today, 1mba's wcg team has broken new grounds with a new 5 man push record of... 11min 9sec.

11 June here we come man.

*Pray pray*

BuZy

2005-06-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

whoa hols start only busy like sai.

hrm... mondae had bio make up tut which was quite boring but slack. but actually i think it was quite a waste of time cos she was going thru tuts which were copied frm notes which were studied prior to the lect test which were gone thru after the lect test so.... -_- den aft we went down to town... taka, to eat seoul garden. i think it was like my second time there. hrm... no big loss to me. it was jus bascially some meat fest la. din relli devour tt much but i noe daryl relli had his money's worth heh. den they began jacing each other's drinks with funny stuff which culminated in a milky ice lemon tea cos wei jin decided to dump egg white into kit yeng's drink but let the yolk fall in too haha. damn funny. aft tt dragged some ppl to watch madagascar. omgwtfbbq la. damn freaking funny. the penguins relli relli pwn. "I like to move it move it. We like to move it move it. They like to move it move it. You like to... MOVE IT!" haha damn funny stuff there.
okae tuesdae... hrm din do much on tues. i remember slping to 3pm. tt was damn pwnage. erm... den i went out to buy sth... erm den met up with some cls ppl at cine bk at 8pm. had dinner den bought my 4th bottle this yr. sian la lost a nike n 2 adidas liao. stupid waterbottle stealers are a rampant in the sch i tell u. (ok fine so i lose them) wanted to get a nice crumpler pouch for my ipod tt is currently housed in a relli pathetic n getting wooly. sad la. den had our overnite kbox session which was jus gay la. it was kinda fun at first but it got quite sian cos everyone started getting tired. den alot of chi songs la one after e other den u noei cant appreciate this kind la so bueh tahan. den slept abit. woke up everyone very dazed. but... sigh... had to go back to sch to train cos i thot coach was coming... end up... he comin on fri -_- ah oh well. so we ran 6th avenue n killer slope. no clue why but i was damn freaking hyper. ran the whole way non-stop. kae after trng came home dota-ed abit. not relli my choice la but gota prep for wcg.... serious!!! den slept frm like 5pm to tdy morning 7 sth.
lan's msg woke me up so i slept abit more den went serene to meet him n eat breakfast. den went nanyang pri to pick up his bro den cabbed to his place. WATCHED him play 1 round of dota which was quite cool game den went sengkang mrt to meet the rest for wushu gathering. den i din bring my trunks n stuff la so we continued to dota (all in the name of wcg i promise) while the others swam n sauna-ed den we ordered pizza n pigged out. after tt everyone zaoed home.

sigh.... tmr still got trng. jiao lian better come la if not i'll be so wasting my time again. i have decided to confine my "fucks" to jus more discreet wtfss..... on my way to becoming a better person. so so anywae, yea tmr got trng, den i better get tt stupid card connected la tmd. okae so anywae, i think sat i'm free like fiNaLLy. den after tt sundae still got wushu chalet la. sianed. sundae to tuesdae. i tihnk i not staying sundae nite le. mondae morning got dental =( n i pushed like hell le. n i'm not too sure if i'll enjoy myself very much there like the previous wushu chalets. i dont seem interested in much else anymore le. there's only like 4 main things on my mind now. wcg... wushu invest... mugging n.. yea. haiya duno leh. i quite weird. i tihnk i worry abt things too much. i get a few small responsibilities den i'll keep fretting over them. actually, as wcg draws nearer, i'm getting more stressed. at first i was quite laxed abt the whole deal cos i relli felt like jus going in n crapping up. budden now our strats are hardly finalised n the ONLY game we played tog (which btw wasn't even exactly a full game) was gay ownage. i tihnk we're gona go n embarrass ourselves man. =S i hate tt. i still cant work well with some team members. no chemistry yet. hrmm den theres the wushu invest but i'm not too worried abt tt one yet cos its still 2 weeks away heh. wcg first. aiyo i jus realised aft tt is block test la. wtf?! omg tt's relli gay. cannot cannot. think wcg. think next kap mugging session. think... simple.
alamak i jus realised this post is so long. but anywae i wun be writing much in my diary frm now i guess. typing is jus so convenient. prob with blogs i feel is tt its feels so temporary. like everything might be wiped out overnight. i prefer diaries cos they're like so permanent. its like 10 years later if you wana look back through the windows of ur life u KNOW its still gona be there. i guess tt's a kind of permanance tt i like. mebbe its a sense of security haha. yes tt's it. i like a sense of security. i mean like, sometimes i tihnk, if u noe its not gona be there a while later, why waste the effort? fortunately i've come to realise tt's frens are sth tt are fairly permanent. so i do spend my time nurturing my frenships. well, mebbe tt's why i'm crapping up everything else la. ah well... i suppose u cant have everything in life la. which sux obviously.
u noe tt's jus the gd thing abt blogging. its like u kinda let ur thots flow so freely tt u learn more abt urself than when u jus bum ard n stone. its like drawing out a list of things to buy n running ur storeroom's inventory systematically thru ur head n finding out tt ur missing out on alot of things. tt's kinda cool. i take comfort in tt thot. at least den i noe i'm not jus wasting my time here. i tihnk discovering one's self is central to one's life. i mean like if u dont even noe n understand how n why u think the way u do, how e hell do u expect to make ur life work out for u?

wow dis is relli a long post. neat.

Reformed

2005-05-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

Wow. i'm relli a changed person. jus tdy, i actually went back to my secret mugger hovel aka "kap" to study! my gosh la, its actually the first time the entire yr tt i actually sat down n studied. i relli duno wad's come over me. mebbe its cos i've been bored to death after ponning 2 daes of eep. or mebbe its cos i've reflected on my life n i noe i'm so gona be screwed in the block test if i dont do anything.

either way, i'm changed =D

ok so anywae, there i was, diligently arranging my work for the dae into neat little piles on the desk, n den i took out my first tutorial to do. "Molecular basis of genetic inheritance", yeah its bio cos tmr got bio so must pia sth out to show la at least. THEN! to my horror! i din bring my goddamn tys. =_= how sad la tmd. den i look back at the tutorial n saw tt all the qns were frm tys, save the 2 essay qns. so wad choice did i have? instead of normally ppl saying "i did everything except those damn essays", i jus gota sae "i did essays except for those damn everythings". i'm so sad T_T n so my dae was so ruined. n wad made things worst was tt it was raining in sheets. u noe those kind like u dont see the droplets but like... sheets. yeah. so anywae, i got so totally soaked even tho i ran so quickly n tried my best to dodge those evil droplets of death. alas, to no avail, i was damn soaked. n i din wear slippers so like my shoe was sponging up all tt refreshing goodness too. gross man.

wad a sad start to my jc mugging spree.

*shhhhhh!*

not tt anyone wud believe u anywae.

Prayer

2005-05-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

u noe wad? mebbe i shud pray... hmm tt's a novel idea. perhaps perhaps perhaps all the testimonials relli are true. i noe it failed me 2 years ago. mebbe tt was kinda trival. hrmmm.... actually i dont relli noe.

yes yes... mebbe prayer wud work.

i feel.... changed.

hahahhahahaa

These few days...

2005-05-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

Why must it be so? It isn't the first time this is happening and I'm not sure if I want to make it the last. It always seems that I'm the one always running back. I'm not sure if I want to go back now.
I've grown so intertwined and dependant that I'm not sure how I'll stand if it's no longer there to support me.

I think I'll rather break than continue to be plaed with like this.
I don't think it's worth it anymore.

Time won't tell. It never does.

EEP week

2005-05-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

damn. gotta love eep week.

adds 2 extra daes to my hols. how sweet. been a long time since i could wake up so late without worrying wad i gota settle for the dae. hrmmm.... mebbe i shud go jog soon. thot of going sch tmr to go train by myself but realised i'm relli too lazy.

nothing can ever be perfect.

HELLOOOO

2005-05-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO everybodayyyy

I'm so bored so I decided to get this here thing up again.

Hols are starting early for me this yr cos i made the uber tough decision to pon sch for the nxt few daes. my mom was like "huh? wad if they test you den u duno? oh? no test ah? aiya den jus dun go loh, better still i dun ahve to wake up early to fetch u"
haha

life is treating me bad =(

nore

2005-04-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

Haha I guess it's finally begun.
Interested to see this being played out.
I suppose it's about time it's over.
Guess it would come sooner or later.
I'll still keep trying though.
Let's see how long I can last.
Not much remedy anymore.

Isolation begins.

Some things just work their course.

Split.

GG

2005-04-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

This is so pathetic. Haha. It's all so sad.

It's a sad sad world out there.

sMiLe! no one loves yu too!

Silver Lining

2005-03-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm was damn tired throughout the entire day... However... Happy news!

Jia Shee, Aaron and Jeffery managed to stay in S72! Haha. What an interesting turn of events. Haiz after all the touchy farewells and moody days tihnking we were going to lose a big chunk of the class it seems silly now to think all that worrying was for nothing. So glad these 3 people can come back.

But not all good is without the flipside I guess. This means S72 is now a mixed class. BCME and triple science students. This essentially means that we're going to have really long hours everyday in order to accomodate 5 subjects. That kinda sucks.... but oh well... think of the good... think of the good...

Dont' really understand the admin though. They changed S72, 73 and 73 all into mixed classes. So weird. Couldn't they like just merge S72 and 74 together? Having 2 mixed classes just makes everything so sianified.

Saw a few familiar faces among the 2nd intakers today. Glad they could come but it just reminds me of my first few days in HC where I sooo regretted my choice, seeing as how I was once again surrounded by chinese high people... so damn sian la. Ah well... I guess I'll get used to it la. Still don't know who the newcomers are though. Only heard that there's this RV guy coming in. Sounds like good news. Actually now come to think of it there will only be a few changes to the class list. Which is a good thing.

Downtown

2005-03-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Oh no!!!
I've been going town for 3 days in a row.
Not good.
Haiz.

Initially wanted to spent quality time doing some homework today. Who knew when I logged on the lure of Dota beckoned. Sigh. I lead a tough life full of vices. Then when my comp started lagging I knew my Dota time was up. So there I was, trying to keep myself away from work by blog surfing. But there were hardly any updates so I knew I could postpone my doom no longer. Who knew a chance sms was received and off I was to town again.

Oh well. At least I know I've enjoyed myself the past few days. Before the pace of post-first 3 months life picks up.

Easter!

2005-03-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter Everyone! =)

Hmmm tomorrow's gona be quite a sad one as it would be our first day in S72 without the RV duo and a couple other people. Really gona miss them all.
AND we're probably gona get back our bio test which I am sooooo gona flunk haha. Praying for double digit mark. (upon 40) Yea its that bad, I'm definitely gona be marked on Mrs Cheng's "lousy bio students" list. Sad.

Anyway!

Very excited to meet the new intakers! haha. So exciting. Can't wait to see what they're like. Hopefully fatty ong can join S72. Heard he wana take BCME oso. Hmmm.... but then again I do hope the new intake would be non-chinese high.

Can't wait!

Right Now

2005-03-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Right Now - Korn

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Till control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and defeating you
I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you
Right now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and I feel you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That live beside you
Right now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devasted and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why I'd feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
Watch the blood hit the ground

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
Oh god I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up

I fuckin' hate you
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This is exactly how I feel now.

Blew

2005-03-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

Aiya shit I'm hardly writing in my diary nowadays. Getting lazy so quickly. Shit! It's the dota I tell you. I dota until so late then no time to write.

Dota is evil.

Oh well.

Anyway, today is Good Friday! And Good Friday means... holiday! haha. Going church in the morning then going town after that makes me feel like it's a Sunday. Anyway, was trying to get the S72 guys to go out today but it seems everyone has got something on. Oh well, no matter. I met up with my wushu buds instead. Went shopping! Ok at least I did. I spent soooo much on like, 2 pieces of clothing. Crap man. Cannot liddat. Haiz. But anyway, then we went to crash Lan's hot date. Then we just walked around and looked at stuff and just talked alot of funny shit. Haha.... miss these times together la.

ooo going out with S72 to K-Box! tomorrow.... don't really feel like going haha. But I remember that's what I felt during our first K-Box outing also so I must persevere with the thought that I will enjoy myself.

ok... back to dota....

Renew

2005-03-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

Aiya, so sian. Guess another period of my life has just ended.

A very fun period of my life called "the first 3 months in JC".

I guess it didn't start of very well. I came into class not knowing anyone. Sigh. Ok besides Zhou Hao who was my OBS mate who I hardly talked to also haha. I admit, I thought my class sucked. I had the feel that I was once again back in horrid old chinese high cos familiar faces were jsut around every corner. From the moment I stepped in, and I guess before that too, I had already regretted my choice to come to HC. Yup, for various reasons I wanted to go RJ. I guess I really seeked a different environment where I could start anew and meet different people. Not cheena freaks. (yes that's really the reason) =) and up till now, I'm still regretting the choices that I've made at every chance I get.

I suppose life is really just full of decision, each with pros and cons. Now that I've chosen HC, I guess I should really learn to try and live with it. Indeed, I'm now convincing myself to look at the brighter side of things instead of various 'what ifs'. I guess doing so would just make your life all that more depressing. And that really sucks. So, I have to look on the bright side!

I suppose if I had to come up with an answer to my favourite corner in HC it would no doubt be our rickety little class bench. It's this small, heavyliy vandalised piece of wood that I've spent much of my afternoons since entering JC. Yup I don't deny I'm a huge slacker, and so since day 1 I've hated to go back home (nah I don't have family problems. just very sick of home). Don't ask me why cos I don't really know. I suppose its cos I enjoy the company of the many great friends I've made.

Yup. I've made many great great pals in S72. People I can share my thoughts with, my problems, my slack factor, my likes and... dislikes. Yeah, people who are really open and honest. I guess that's why I got so worked up over the deteriorating class spirit. I felt cheated. Errr.... something like how a close friend suddenly comes up, kicks your dog and disappears. Argh hat the heck. Yeah. But I must say I really enjoy the company of the friends that I've made here. And I'll admit that you guys have played a big part in some of my big decision. I guess I should look at the big picture more often.

To all those people that are leaving the class, I believe that you guys will be dearly missed by everyone. We've spent many fun times together, and though I may not have spoken much to some of you, each one of you have definitely contributed to making of 05S72. I sincerely wish you guys all the best wherever you are and in whatever you do. Know that our class bench would always welcome you guys.

Special mention to the RV guys. You guys are definitely one-of-a-kind. Aaron, I'll definitely miss the chances where we can talk about DOTA during lectures haha. And all your stupid comments really just make me break out into laughter. You're really a goldmine of useless information (like expanding chicken asses wtf?! haha). Despite you weird seeming exterior, it's not difficult to see your towering intellect. Jeffrey! I really admire your prioritisation of your life. And the many interesting life experiences that you've shared with us have definitely entertaining and provoked our minds. Indeed you have thought me to think more maturely and I'll remember those time we've had together. Really looking forward to your mah jong club haha. And all the best with Ting and Ling haha. ;)
I'll really remember you guys for the rest of my life.

Hmm... there dosen't seem to be any coherence to this entry of mine. :S
Anyway, I'm definitely looking forward to meeting the new intakers on Monday (hopefully?). Can only hope that they are nice people ya. Then again, I must remember that I didn't think S72 was nice in the first place too haha.

Cheated

2005-03-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

Haha.... ok... I've thought through and discovered the true nature of my dilemma. haha.

I suppose it's a little too late to change anyway. So I'll stick to being hum ji.

I guess I can tolerate. I hope.

Haha kae anyway I suppose in the end she was right again. I was foolish to think our hyped up class spirit would last. Now that the mugging is settling in, everything's going away again.

Ah well, stupid me, yet again.

I don't see any salvation to this pitiful crap.

Decision

2005-03-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Okae, a few days ago, I was trying my best to convince Jeffery to retain the BCME combi to stay in class. Now, things have changed so much.

Haha. I really can't stand this.

I'm seriously considering triple science now...
If you want some convincing, you could go visit Jeffery's blog haha. He's saying physics is easier to score than econs. Is this true? Honestly, I don't really know. I'm hearing all my seniors complaining left and right how much physics sucks. But I don't really know how they would fare if they take econs so I can't come to any conclusion.

Right now, the things that are holding me back are probably my friends. The great pals and buddies I've made in S72 over the past 3 months. Granted, I can't say all the people I've made friends with have really made a deep impact on my life, but I can honestly say there have been some few who have really made a difference. I think you guys are a really great bunch and I'm afraid I may not meet others like you again in another class. I guess school is really meant to be an instituition for education. But is that really all there is to it? Just study hard, do well, and get good grades at the end of 2 years? I don't know... Or is it a place where you can make great lifelong friends... and have a great time?

If choosing according to subject combi, I don't think I would really give a damn. I've got a vague idea of what I plan to do in the future and they really don't come with any prerequisites. In fact I could just run off to Arts (and I have thought about THAT actually haha), and it dosen't really matter to me. So, BCME or trip science is all the same to me.

But hearing that physics might actually be easier to score than econs really get me thinking... what's more important to me? Grades? Or friends? haha... alot of j1s (I heard) have been saying physics is the easiest of the 3 sciences. Though I believe this is probably just the beginning, content on Jeff's blog has convinced me otherwise. And I can't really say I have any preferences here either anyway. I think physics sucks. But I'm not liking econs in any way either anywae.

Hmmm... and now even Aaron has decided to leave the class... haiz... yes... AARON. Jeff and aaron leaving... what can I say... In the first week, the chinese high group of us really intented to start ostracizing them haha. They always join thier own rv gang and disappear off somewhere. Haiz... now I really think the class' err... happiness factor?... would just die off. I won't say class spirit *ahem* but I'll just say the mood of the class. Who can deny that they are the class clowns? They are really a one-of-a-kind duo. It's rare to meet people who would dare to do whatever they feel like doing and not give a damn about what other people think. And I really admire Jeffery who has his priorities laid out properly. I suppose it comes with being an eldest child, but still, you can't deny has that extra touch. haha.

What does that leave me? haha. Hmmmmmmmmmm... You know I'm actually quite a hum ji person so I think that maybe, ultimately, I'll just stay, cos I'm afraid to come out of my comfort zone which I have slowly built up in S72. But really, is that what is best for me?

I think it's time to get my priorities laid out.
In the end, after all this is over, I garuantee that some time in my next 2 years, I would be looking back and regretting the decision that I'm going to make tomorrow. It'll either be "Damn I should have taken physics!" or "Wah lan eh physics suxXX! I should have just stayed with SM in econs..." So.... which choice would I regret more?

I hate this.

And once again, a quote that has always been so applicable to my daily life,
"You cannot sedate all the things you hate" - Marilyn Manson, Dogma.
Indeed, nothing in life is ever perfect.

I'll just have to try to make it less imperfect I guess.

Ungrateful

2005-03-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz you know after reading some of my friend's blogs and all, I really feel like my last post was so ungrateful.
There they are talking about how they appreciate their new found friends and here I am sulking about how I want a change.

I guess every decision comes with its pros and cons. Since I've made my choice to stay I might as well try to savour some of the good stuff I'm getting out of it.

Ah well... Glad to have made the many friends that I have in S72. Though the situation is obviously getting sour here, I hope things would improve for a nicer school environment.

Ok, now that that's done, I suppose I should START doing some work...

Regret

2005-03-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Haiz you know how it always sucks to be regretting big decisions made in your life? And no matter how you look at it, it always seems to happen. Hrmm... I suppose some things are just inevitable hor.

I suddenly wish I had changed the places of my first and second choice of JCs for JAE.

The things that had influenced my decision in the first place are now all slowly disintegrating. Haha... I suppose 3 weeks is a long time. Long enough for so many changes.

Then again I suppose there's no point in regretting. But it still dosen't stop me from doing so though.

And life goes on as it always does...

haha wtf.

New words!

2005-03-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

clique P Pronunciation Key (klk, klk)
n.

A small exclusive group of friends or associates.

intr.v. Informal cliqued, cliqu·ing, cliques

To form, associate in, or act as a clique.

un·de·sir·a·ble P Pronunciation Key (nd-zr-bl)
adj.

Not likely to please; objectionable: undesirable intrusions.
Not wanted: undesirable aliens.

per·cep·tion P Pronunciation Key (pr-spshn)
n.

The process, act, or faculty of perceiving.
The effect or product of perceiving.
Psychology.
1. Recognition and interpretation of sensory stimuli based chiefly on memory.
2. The neurological processes by which such recognition and interpretation are effected.
1. Insight, intuition, or knowledge gained by perceiving.
2. The capacity for such insight.

e·qual P Pronunciation Key (kwl)
adj.

Having the same quantity, measure, or value as another.
Mathematics. Being the same or identical to in value.
1. Having the same privileges, status, or rights: equal before the law.
2. Being the same for all members of a group: gave every player an equal chance to win.
1. Having the requisite qualities, such as strength or ability, for a task or situation: “Elizabeth found herself quite equal to the scene” (Jane Austen).
2. Adequate in extent, amount, or degree.
Impartial; just; equitable.
Tranquil; equable.
Showing or having no variance in proportion, structure, or appearance.

crap¹ P Pronunciation Key (krp) Vulgar Slang
n.

Excrement.
An act of defecating.
Foolish, deceitful, or boastful language.
Cheap or shoddy material.
Miscellaneous or disorganized items; clutter.
Insolent talk or behavior.

blind P Pronunciation Key (blnd)
adj. blind·er, blind·est

1. Sightless.
2. Having a maximal visual acuity of the better eye, after correction by refractive lenses, of one-tenth normal vision or less (20/200 or less on the Snellen test).
3. Of, relating to, or for sightless persons.
1. Performed or made without the benefit of background information that might prejudice the outcome or result: blind taste tests used in marketing studies.
2. Performed without preparation, experience, or knowledge: made a blind stab at answering the question.
3. Performed by instruments and without the use of sight: blind navigation.
Unable or unwilling to perceive or understand: blind to a lover's faults.
Not based on reason or evidence; unquestioning: put blind faith in their leaders.
Slang. Drunk.
Lacking reason or purpose: blind fate; blind choice.
1. Difficult to comprehend or see; illegible.
2. Incompletely or illegibly addressed: blind mail.
3. Hidden from sight: a blind seam.
4. Screened from the view of oncoming motorists: a blind driveway.
5. Secret or otherwise undisclosed: a blind item in a military budget.
Closed at one end: a blind socket; a blind passage.
Having no opening: a blind wall.
Botany. Failing to produce flowers or fruits: a blind bud.

Fac Outing

2005-03-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

So much for the "last class outing as 05S72 first intakers".
Yesterday was really quite sad... like, less than half the class turned up. If I had known I wouldn't even have ticked my own name to go. To think that I was so surprised when all the guys ticked their names and the rest of the class followed suit. Well, I guess I did have reason to be surprised afterall.
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sur·prise P Pronunciation Key (sr-prz)
tr.v. sur·prised, sur·pris·ing, sur·pris·es

To encounter suddenly or unexpectedly; take or catch unawares.
To attack or capture suddenly and without warning.
To cause to feel wonder, astonishment, or amazement, as at something unanticipated.
1. To cause (someone) to do or say something unintended.
2. To elicit or detect through surprise.

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Check out point 3. Yup.

Haiz... someone once told me that I'm really quite foolish to think that a class could bond and gel so well in just 2 months. I'm beginning to believe her. Try as I might to convince myself otherwise, I really can't deny what I see in front of me for very much longer.
Truly, I wish it wasn't so, I'm glad I still have my wushu buddies though. I really can't imagine a world without friends.
Should I change classes with dear spidermedic? Nah... I don't think so.... cos I don't think another class would be much better. Every class has it's problems... we just gota live with it I guess...

In any case, I'm really glad for all those who turned up. Your support made the Fac prince n princess thing at least bearable for me n shiqi haha. But anywae, I kinda thought yesterday was really lame and a total waste of time. I think the only thing that really attracted people to go was the bowling which, in the end, didn't even happen. Sad. You can see everyone's sentiments reflected when the dear fag head (pardon me shiqi haha) asked if everyone had fun and everyone shouted "no...." for a few times consecutively haha. damn gay.

kaez anywae back to slacking....

The Maggot Called Moe

2005-03-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

I would like to recount a delightful tale with all of you

One fine bright and sunny Thursday, a couple of innocent S72 guys and girls made their way to a certain placed called tchs for a meal. As usual, they bought their favourite fish and chips, a fresh piece of dory fish fillet fried to a crsip golden brown perfection with bread crumbs. However, there was a certain adventurous group who, instead, purchased a chicken cutlet, a gernerous portion of chicken fried golden brown, much like it's fish counterpart.
And so, they began to dine happily, engaged in lighthearted talk.
All of a sudden, came a yelp of surprise. Upon an innocent S72ian's plate lay a curious organsism. Initially dismissed as something of little importance, it was later closely examied to have segmented parts and was white in colour and about 1.5cm long.

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Maggot.

Maggot, common name for any wormlike larva of a fly, especially the larvae of those flies that lay their eggs in decaying materials, such as carrion, or in living tissues. The living or rotting material furnishes heat for the rotting of the eggs and food for the newly hatched maggots. Certain blowfly maggots (see Flesh Fly) were once used in surgery to remove, by ingestion, both bacteria and injured tissue in deep wounds.
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And hence, the little organsism was identified.
Unperturbed by the rare discovery, we continued to consume our food blissfully, savouring each bite. And then, the chicken cutlet was flipped over only to reveal a large mass of white stuff.
And so it was that the stall was avoided.

Today, a few weeks later, I returned to the aftermath of the scene to once again enjoy the fish and chips that was so tasty and fresh in days past.

Alas, after swallowing my final slice, I found that I could eat no more.

Damn man the thing still freaks me out. Wtf freaking maggots in the damn food?! KAO! No more man.
Not bitten, already shy.

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On to another part of my mouthwatering entry...

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Yesterday, an aquaintance of mine called Moe, had decided to abandon his most precious pearl. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not exactly on good terms with Moe and we've had many disagreements in the past, but I still nonetheless feel a certain concern over the entire incident.
You see, his pearl, and others like it, have always been the centre point of my life, with my everyday mindset revolving around it. I do believe however, that a certain friend of his, known only as "big door", was trying to make an impact on Moe. Curious it is how some people feel the need to make an impact on everthing they do, for good or ill. To achieve this end, "big door" had stolen Moe's pearl in a bid to be remembered.

Ok wtf I can't go on like that.

So basically, the point I'm driving it is that I think it's damn lame for MOE to be ripping of the PEARLS system. I'm not pro-PEARLS or something but as it is now, Spore's sports suck. YeAh it freaking sucks. And it's not like our eductaion is on a serious decline either, so I totally don't understand why they wana take out PEARLS.
As it is now, most people are joining CCAs for the sake of getting PEARLS points. Yeah, I guess it's lame forcing yourself to join something you're not interested in. But hey, isn't that where most interets spark? You have to admit that a normal average person won't normally take time off slack time to go join something new right? At least with the PEARLS system these people would actually be forced into something they have mild interest it, and perhaps, develop an even greater interest for it. Moreover, joining a CCA also build alot of friendships and teamwork, stuff you don't get out of textbooks. Honestly, if you can't get anything our of CCA now, who the hell would join? Probably only suckers like me who really like their sport and can't stand work. I'd estimate that probably 1 out of 3 people would quit their CCA. And come next year, probably noone would join any CCA at all. Seriously, who would choose gruelling PTs over slack free time all day, taking your time to do homework (latter dosen't apply to all ;P)?
Ok, so they retained the CCA systems of secondary and primary schools, but so what? With no more emphasis being placed on JCs to perform in their CCAs, they would no longer feel pressured perform well and so, would probably eliminate their intake of sports appeal. As such, there would be even less incentive to perform in CCAs in secondary schools, leading to a decline in CCA standard there. In addition, this domino effect would probably extend even further unto primary schools.
And the removal of CIP.
Honestly, who actually spontaneously starts doing CIP work until forced? I'm not saying everyone does CIP out of obligation, I'm just convinced that if you're not forced to start, you probably never will.
Why the hell take it out?

Haha. I tell you, it's all a ruse for Mr "big door" to make a mark on MOE during his term as Education Minister.

Lame ass.

Bastards

2005-03-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ok, how many times in your life can you look back and think, "hey, that person's such a bastard?" Ok, well, many times I know, but for the sake of this entry, lets just say it's a rare occasion.

Well, today, I'd like to talk about one such bastard.

The regretful bastard.

As the name suggests, this is a type of bastard who likes to regret. Granted, we all love to regret, but hey, this is bastard-class regret I'm talking about. Ok, so anyway, I met this bastard on the 28th of February. As everyone was joyously celebrating their expected (and some unexpected) grades, this bastard was sulking at the corner. "Oh no!" You must think. "Poor thing!" Nay my friends. It's not that he didn't get he wanted. It's just that he didn't get something spectacular.

(If the person reads this he would know who I'm talking about. But hey, I'm trying to wake you up you bastard)

Well, ever had the feeling where once you got something you wanted, you wish you COULD HAVE worked that little bit harder to get that something extra? You know, like getting 7 or 8 points and wish you had memorised that extra SS text for 6 points? I suppose it's normal, but you must understand, you get what you deserve. So how? Always do your best. Serious. If you actually did your best then you would truly have no stupid regrets like the abovementioned. Besides, in such a situation, you should also consider how you MAY have fucked up this or that paper to get an even lower grade. So? Thank your stupid lucky stars man. You got what you wanted. Be satisfied. Asking for more only makes you unappreciative of what you have and it ALSO makes you look like a bastard.

Geez.

O Level Results

2005-03-01T09:38:00.000+08:00

ok when everyone started updating I knew I could neglect my blog for very long more.

Let's just start of by announcing my amazing higher chinese grade of a sexy d7.
t3h RoXxoRs!!!
haha
Don't even try to niao me cos I won't feel the pinch.
No more chinese fer meee!! Woot~!

Kae
Then my L1R5 did better most in 4J. Esp some who expected less of me.
And to those dudes who got upset by petty grades like BERNARD. Dude. Don't be a bastard. You did damn well.

Well, so far I've heard that most people in 05S72 did damn well.
You great big bunch of over-achievers!!! #$%#%#(^$^&!!!!
Anyway, congrats to all of you.
Hope that you guys would choose to remain.
I myself am still undecided but I think I'll most probably stay.
Hope I'm not making the wrong decision.

To all those who didn't get what they wanted, it's not the end of the world!
I know you guys are feeling like shit now.
Yea I know, it's just like how I cried over my B3 last year.
Well I guess it's different now but still, do try to look ahead.

I suppose right now I myself may not understand this but I guess there will come a time in our lives when we will see that results aren't everything, as all our seniors are stressing to us so much. Lets us look forward to this time of enlightenment together!

Monday Dawns...

2005-02-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hey all

Good luck to everyone for tomorrow.

No matter what happens, hope that everyone in S72 will keep in contact.
You guys are a great bunch.

All the best.

The Last Day On Earth

2005-02-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

- The Last Day On Earth -

Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives, I played an asshole
Now I found you, it's almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating
We are trembling in our crutches
Hign and dead our skin is glass
I'm so empty here without
I crack and split my xerox hands

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns its casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children's feet
I'm so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

- By Marilyn Manson

Diary

2005-02-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Woot~
Just got my diary today
Guess it means I won't be blogging much anymore
Oh well
Was getting tired of being so shameless anyway
Hope I can keep up with my diary habits
Or not you'll most probably see me back here often again huh

That's ok
If you still want to know about what's happening in my life, you could do it the old-fashioned way

Ask

Blessing

2005-02-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

I think I've been taking some things for granted.
At first, I had thought that it was just a curse
But I suppose now, after some reflection, it might just be a blessing in diguise
Things always seem to have a way of looking good from a different perspective
I shall not resolve to drive it away
No
I shall resolve to avoid
For avoidance is more realistic than change

Drama fest

2005-02-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Well, just wanted to say, Drama Fest today was really worth it
Not that I paid for it though...
The girls managed to sneak us in hee
Thanks!
Anyway, I'm very glad I went for it
Was rather skeptical at first.

Artemis
Theirs was pretty funny with the poser guys
But I guess the story was pretty cliche
About some secret love that was never fulfilled

Athena
About a mystery involving 3 people who keep backstabbing each other
I suppose it's very chim
But not very entertaining
I don't like the male lead
He seemed... too.... over-expressive?

Ares
Was expecting some bollywood dancing like fac drama comp during orientation
Disappointed there
Anyway
Must say I think the queen acted really well
I think it was a little to literature-ish
Too many love poems and stuff
Calvin Chiew was good but a bit no link haha

Apollo
Definitely the best
Great characters
Alot of humour with the wardens, the gay guy, the siamese twins n priest
Very very entertaining
A little too long though
And the ending was... a little... creepy?
And sad heh...

Well anyway Apollo swept almost all the prizes as expected
Can tell that the audience really had a great time
Emcees were pretty entertaining too

Only thing I hate about it is the totally wtf Veggie badn thingy
Totally crap and out of point
Spoilt the atmosphere

Guess that's all
Really admire all the drama fest participants
Think they did a really good job

Rain Dance

2005-02-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

Today it rained for the first time in a long, long while...
I don't normally say this but I'll be grateful for once and say that we are blessed with this rain
The growing number of bushfires in Singapore recently are a testament to this drought
Even the field was cloaked by a cloud of dust during the fire drill yesterday
It looked like a war-zone
Everywhere the grass is REALLY dead
Like yellow-brown, dust, dead
Curious
It seems to have been the first day I've actually experienced rain on a normal school day in HC

Results coming soon
Really hope I can stay
It would really suck to leave

The Return of GFG

2005-02-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

Quotes of the day:

"Your class looks so dumb..."

"I'm going wild!"

"Shiok man!"

Courtesy of your friendly GFG.

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chem was damn funny
our whole class diam diam dun wana answer qn
den she assume we dun noe
so she was despairing again
and she got high
i'm serious
jus read the quotes above
i think she resorts to drinking to drown out her pain beofre teaching our class

i luv gfg =D

VDAY

2005-02-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

first off

happy valentine's dae to everyone!

had a pretty sian dae tdy.
the highlight,
gavin's spaghetti top!
courtesy of anna =D
very hot stuff
had some... meaningful words on it =)

got weird gifts for vday.
mostly... err...
beauty products?
yar very wtf
BUT
its the thought that counts la haha
*get lost i'm consoling myself*

really lagging in the work department.
considering i havent touch a thing the whole hols.
dead.

results rumoured to be out on 25th
tt's 2 weeks away
wtf
damn scared
hope i can remain.

Unsure

2005-02-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

I am suddenly very unsure about myself.

I think.

I have.

Made.

A bad decision.

WTFed

2005-02-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

What the FUCK? I can't seem to do a fucking thing right.

What. The. Fuck.

Vday PrezZies

2005-02-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

today i went to orchard for the 4th time this week. as usual, i met tonnes of ppl there. it relli is quite scary. haha. ok so anywae tdy i went down to get the vday prezzies tt i needed to get with some of the s72 guys. most of the stuff we got from taka la haha. i blew alot... of... cash...

not... good...

hmmm i dont relli see the point in it la honestly cos like we're getting for ppl we don't even relli noe tt well. angel n mortal? ok so we've sent a couple of letters back n forth... wow. -__- i dont even noe hu my angel is still haha. so i got a pretty unisex gift for him/her. o.O
i hope my vday partner likes my gift tho. hahaha. for all her help.

wanted to watch constantine but everywhere was full. sigh. cant these ppl stay at home n not blow their ang bao cash so quickly. hope i can watch it soon tho. it looks pretty fun to watch. havent been to the cinemas in AGES.

haiz n the o lvl results are rumoured to be released in 2 weeks time.

gg no rm.

Ray

2005-02-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today, a ray of light pierced through the thick sea of clouds and shone radiantly unto my little patch of grass.

But alas, all is dark again.

What Happened...

2005-02-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

Why do I always seem to be doing things wrong...

You know, for once, I'd like to say that I cant wait for school

I hope that the work of it all will drown out my thoughts.

Maybe I'll be happier if I think a little less.

Limbo

2005-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

I feel... very... ???... now...

Ok I can't find a word to fit there. >.<

Basically I just don't feel like doing anything.

I'm only happy with friends.

This long hols means I can't see my friends much.

Not.

Good.

Alot of things to choose now.

Mind is tired.

Wallet is spent.

Don't feel like spending ang bao money.

Feeling useless.

Hoping for something.

Don't think I'll get it.

I wasted time.

2005-02-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I. I wasted time. Time wasted I.

So many things to buu. So little time.
Sux to be skinny.

Can't wait.

Class BBQ

2005-02-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

Just woke up! haha.

Had a 05s72 class bbq at my house yesterdae. fun! haha. they were supposed to meet at jelita at 1pm but when i got there only jia shee was there. -_- den aaron told me he was a guthrie house bus stop. n later told me he was a holland v bus stop. haha. den a few more came n we made our way to my place. the rest slowly tricked in n in the end i think we had abt 20 ppl. which was i think a pretty good turn up. played stupid games like ddr but i think the most fun one was stress where we swapped names. den the bbq started n we burnt some stuff. the food was pretty gd overall i think. den mr valles came too! we ate n crapped alot. den when everyone ate finished we started playing zhong zi mi ma. den we cleared up most of the leftover food haha. n after tt we played polar bear which was oso pretty fun. den ppl started leaving. till only aaron, jeffrey, dawei, daryl, minjie, gavin, anna n kit yeng were left. den they all decided to stayover. moved the mah jong table to my room to plae. den i took a quarter bottle of 40% tequila frm my sis to drink. i myself only took a few sips of some of the diluted stuff along with kit yeng n min jie. dawei, gavin n aaron din take too much more either. the crazy drinkers were anna, daryl n jeffrey. damn funny cos they got pretty high. they did some funny stuff as the few of us observed while chatting with hong zhen who was STILL online! haha. den we wasted our time till abt 5am where most ppl ko'ed. den woke up fully at abt 7+ n den they left for breakfast.

i on the other hand stayed home to sleep till now haha.

overall i'd say the gathering was OWNAGE! i seriously feel so comfortable among my classmates now. i didn't relli understand when all the teachers were saying we'd be SOOO attached to our first 3 months' class till now. wud be relli sad if i have to leave the class and if anyone else wud have to leave it.

05S72 PWNS.

Reunion

2005-02-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

aiya tdy chem so not happening. sov din even get tt irritated with us. she jus got pissed with our calculations. BORING. had alot of fun during gp n math lecture where various slips of paper were passed around. dubbed 'essay relays'. damn funny stuff. i think my class is damn wuliao. but fun. haha.

wushu was ok tdy. din run. gd. the performance is much better i think. i dun screw up so much anymore. oops. hope the j2's item will turn out well on the dae cos i tihnk its relli gd. all in all, i tihnk our cny perf wont be as bad as i had previously anticipated. in fact it looks not bad.

newae, highlight of the dae was our tchs wushu reunion dinner! haha. many ppl turned up like bj, lan, glen, jo, jonah, jiayong, ryan, kelvin, kb, zhexi n tsejian. some very conspicuous ppl failed to turn up tho. anywae, we went marche for dinner. din need to queue cos we were so late. i tihnk like 8.45pm liddat haha. den we had a real fun time niaoing n talking abt stuff. very nice. den they bought some drinks n we went youth park for awhile to sit ard n tok somemore. all in all it was pretty great. too bad we relli cant have these gatherings often anymore.

oh n i bought some nice new slippers. pk 2/3
now left boards.

Tired

2005-02-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Whoa i tell u ah i these few daes relli very tired!!!! esp yesterdae la had to run wad 4.2km for pe. den they sae got take timing so i stupid stupid go n pia. in the end oso nvr take. HAIZ. kena cheated by the teacher. so sad. den after tt had wushu trng. could hardly move la. it was disgusting. it was relli EXHAUSTING. hmm tdy had wushu. quite ok la. was ok except for the ma bu. so horrid. i have relli deteriorated over the hols. cannot cannot must train hard now!!! den ah i tell u ah, very scary leh tdy. i was training jian huas den suddenly cut myself like 1cm away from my eye la!!! wah lan nearly blinded. lucky the cut isnt deep tho. or not v obvi.

haiz i tihnk my work is starting to lag by quite abit now. but these few daes like relli feel like no mood to do anything la. come home damn late everydae. den on de comp, chat chat chat chat chat den slp. wth. cannot liddat. my main resolution is to pia after first 3 months. n tihnking of tt makes me damn scared of the o lvl results... like only 1 more month!!!!!! scary shit!!! i so want everyone to stay in s72. n i obviously hope i myself can stay there. DOH. so i'm very scared.

Resolution of the week: Be nicer. Be more hardworking.

Trying.

Note: Trying

OOI AH GUAT strikes back

2005-01-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

tdy had CHEM PRAC!!! haha kept laughing myself silly. u see we went like, 10mins on time for prac. den ah guat told started lecturing us abt being 10mins early next time so tt we can check apparatus. den she blah blah blah, den gavin went to get the keys, taking a long time. den by the time this was down it was about 8.10am. so she started kao bei-ing abt how we now had no time to check apparatus but that we shud do so anywae cos its impt. den she kept getting pissed everytime someone had something missing or extra. damn funny. den she kept sighing in despair everyimte she asked a qn n noone answered. more laughter. den when the prac started, everyone like din relli read the qns (cos we were listening to her scold the class) so everyone din have a clue wad to do n it was one big mess. so damn funny. den when we started doing it, every 5 sec there wud be doing sth "wrong" den ah guat would scold scold like "u are gona get 0 marks for that section SIGH" or "ur gona get lvl 4 or 2. how can? SIGH" or "i tell u i dont know how u all did ur sec 4 SIGH" or "holidae come back everything also forget, that's why i hate holidaes SIGH" , ETC, ETC, ETC. it was damn funny la hearing her despairing voice hahaha. like she was teaching a class of delinquents. freaking funny. so i had a fun chem prac.

oh yeah ah guat sucks like hell still.

whoa tdy my wushu do until can die la. had to run a round (wanted to skip, in the end could only skip 1 round sigh). den ti tui tiao yue. quite tiring. den when i was doing a xuan feng my leg ZAM my fingers la. damnnnn painnnn. now fourth finger swollen. den had to practice cny performance for quan n jian. kept screwing up like hell. need to train more. haizZz... den my jian tdy lian until the part inside broke off already. n i used it like... since last yr's comp and this yr only la. wtf?! liddat means i need to change a jian once every 6 months liao laaa... sian diao. den ryan came back to visit. duno why but tdy like alot of ppl crash. shud have gone to crash too. hmmm... saw fatty ong, kelvin ko, ryan... yea... weird. ah well...

OOI AH GUAT

2005-01-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

i've just been nosing ard everyone's blogs n it seems almost everyone's post is highlighted but OOI AH GUAT!!! the BITCH!!!!

first off i'd like to note tt when i first heard her name i heard it as 'viagra' cos its like when u sae it fast ooiAHGUAt it kinda sounds like it. so anywae, we had our chem tutorial tdy. at first i thought she was quite n ok, motherly teacher... then...

so like almost noone did the tutorial cos noone understand a things abt the lecture n she din realise la. den she asked us to answer a qn n everyone was like "errr...." (cos noone did). den yinghong told her tt we din relli understand the lecture in the first place n den she flared up. like wtf?!?! i mean like we're jus being damn honest with her la. den she started scolding us, telling us stuff like she din noe how we passed our prelims, den she started toking abt "schs which noone knew abt", n like she was just short of saying "OMG! this is a STUPID class!" damn bitch larrr. hate tt bitch. hate tt bitch. must go mug chem. den can guai lan her lessons. bitch!!!! i HATE her!! shes so totally esther cheong reincarnate.

on to less murderous thoughts... had wushu trng tdy. in a bid to err... excuse myself frm the torturous pre-trng pt, i went with some of my classmates to coro to "eat". den managed to join back seamlessly... trng was more relaxed from the intensive errr... leg exercises (?????) last week. we were doing de cny performance. tiring tho. considering the fact tt i was snoozing during all the lectures tdy. oh ya! speaking of lectures, de econs quiz was not as bad as i had thought it wud be. fairly easy actually. ok back to wushu, still feel very detached from everyone. no fun.

oh nooo i duno why but i'm dreading the double sci pracs on fridae. not tt i normally have that much trouble with them in the first place but i jus kinda dread the tediousness of it all =S

want cny to come soon.

Uninsomniac

2005-01-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

Very tired... i need to get a dae where i can sleep alot again. i'm sleeping at 2-3am every nite, hence, i am forced to sleep during lectures... heh... anywae...

tdy exceptionally tiring man. had to run 4. sth km i tihnk. aiya very tiring correct already la. fortunately managed to slack away from the pull-ups. gota start trng soon man... the feeble muscles in my arms have already deflated over the past few months. so sad huh. yar so i was damn tired thruout. THEN!!!! i stayed back to MUG econs!!!! *say WHOAAAA!!!* yeah. haha. got econs quiz tmr. actually u noe i found studying pretty bearable. tho i kinda have de usual feeling tt i'm gona flunk the quiz tmr no matter how hard i study haha. sad life huh. went back to tchs hui suo to get m jian. its disgustingly rusty. n the bag's zip is spoilt. AND i cant find my dao =S haha. i'm so sad.

aiya u noe now quite saddening. i no longer find the fun i used to get whenever i go for wushu. last time i rem i wud alwaes alwaes look forward to the next trng. we trained hard. n it was fun. now... hmmm... duno la. it no longer appeals to me as before. in fact i might even begin to dread it. duno why. mebbe it wud be better when the pace begins to pick up. my joints are relli creaking now.

First JTS

2005-01-23T03:17:00.000+08:00

lets see... tdy was our first jts. normally like all the classes had their stj first so duno why ours jts first. but oh well...

some of us met up at 2pm at dhoby ghaut(is tt how u spell?) den some ate lunch at long john silvers den we went to monstercue at meridien to play pool. very ex. 9 bucks an hour. but not bad la quite fun. den we went to fish n co to meet up before the jts. apparently there was another hc class oso having their stj there so we share the 2nd level. the food took sooooo long to come. shared a seafood platter for 2 with yifang n ours came like... last. well actually dawei's was later but tt's not counted. the food was decently gd but the total cost exceeded our budget by like 130 bucks. sian. den got one waitress kao bei us. i ask for passion fruit drink den she was like "har?" den i thought i said wrongly so i asked for the drinks menu den she went to get it n bitched abt us to the other waitresses. den i check the menu n i was correct so... lame. hmm there was this guy singing there n we dedicated some songs so tt was cool. i think he was alrite la but some might beg to differ. den we proceeded to istana park to play some lame stuff like err shoot shag marry n truth n dare. by tt time like half of 05s72 disappeared liao n during the games even more left. in the end only some of us n like 3/4 of the senior class so we zao. actually i think they're putting in the effort to bond our classes la but our side like not doing our part. so anywae, we walked to centrepoint 7-11 to buy some stuff n tok cock. den reach home at 12. now my mom damn guai lan. she keeps thinking i'm mixing with bad company cos i keep coming home late. i'm like jus having a great time with my class la o.O

haiz i tihnk now my blog not so personal le. cos last time everyone hu read my blog were ppl whom i already noe quite well la. den now like everyone hu reads it are ppl hu noe me for less than a month. not tt i have anything against u guys but i jus feel like its lost its privacy liddat. dont u find it weird for ppl to come up to u n ask u sth abt wads written on ur blog? i duno leh... mebbe its jus me. den i'm too lazy to create some private blog cos this one is so established already. hmm i'll think abt it. i tihnk things are moving a little too fast for me.

yeah tt's it. things are moving too fast for me. i dont like that.

End of the Third Week

2005-01-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

just a beginning note. for some comic relief for 05s72 ppl, i prolly dont have to sae this already but please visit aaron's blog which is linked from here. non-s72 ppl wont get most of the stuff there so no point visiting.

anywae, its finally the end of the third week in hc!!! yay! got a slightly longer weekend this week. yay! feels as though i've been in hc for quite a long while tho. haiz its been fairly slack but i noe the pace is gona pick up alot more next week or something when there are no more slackey intro lectures. =(

today my horror of horrors came true as i sat thru a CHINESE LECTURE!!! it was this lame thing abt china history but it was CHINESE! (ppl reading this shud noe my LOVE for the language and my profound competency for it) anywae i was entertained by the 2 rv guys who did something very very cool. laughed my head off. (cannot say... shhh...)

den sch ended early at 240 tdy. hung ard with some classmates to tok alot of cock n after tt went out with them to bukit timah market for dinner. whoa was laughing like hell the whole dae la. those kind laugh until stomach pain like helllllllll.... haha. very gd. my class is gd.

haiz very sian diao liao. got quite a busy weekend ahead of me. den oso got quite abit of work to do. must do work. must do work.

TIRED

2005-01-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

aiyo these few daes very tired. the only lectures which i manage to stay awake for are those big ones where the teachers dont relli noe wad ur up to n i spend those snatches of valuable time writing angel-mortal letters haha. aparts from tt i'm jus fighting to keep myself from sleeping too obviously. i'm back to slacking... must be consistent! must start doing homework! must clear my desk! hmm.... even throughout the hols when i've got no work i still somehow managed to get my desk all piled up... how interesting... so u see its not my fault when my room gets messy u noe, its just this interesting phenomenon tt happens all the time. curious huh? aiyo must try to curb my dota tendencies. not good not good. oh yeah n the sch is extorting lotsa cash from us now. so far in 1 n a half weeks i've already asked for almost 200 bucks from my mom. dead la. n this fri suppose to go n buy poser kit with de bai clan. siao la duno how to ask my mom for cash. sian diao. money is the root of all evil.

Tentative Bonds

2005-01-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

i've alwayes been under the impression tt close friendships take a long time to develop. is this necessailry true? i'm still not sure. in light of recent class bonding activities, i am forced to tihnk otherwise. when i look back to secondary sch and mebbe even further back to primary sch, i seem to be able to draw some sort of trend tt many of my close friendships were made only in my upper sec/pri years. sure, i made many nice friends tt i can still rem in my noob lower primary daes but those whom i still keep in contact with up till now for so many yrs were all from my upper primary class. i suppose its more of the fact tt as u grow up u begin to feel more confident n open urself up more as u get to noe ur frens better. then... wat of the great fren's i've just made in my first 2 weeks in hc? honestly, when i first met my class i kinda felt tt we wud not be able to get along too well n i din relli have a gd first impression of the ppl. (shut up lan) i'm not saying i'm great in any wae but yeah, just my thoughts. but now we've relli bonded so well in such a damn short period of time n i relli feel as though i've known them for a long time. dussen this contrast so great with wad i said earlier. i think tt mebbe its cos when we're yanked out of our comfy sec sch lives n plunged into this new environment, we're all being forced to make frens to well, help pass the daes? i mean hu wants to do stuff alone man. so yeah, since everyone's put in the same situation, its easier to relate n friendships develop more quickly. n with the base of frens tt we already have to fall back on, (my wushu pals for me) u already have tt confidence which u've built up in ur sec sch life. (no its not de haircut -_- haha) n yeah, in these short 2 weeks, my great class has already organised an outing like we had yesterdae to kbox n stuff so its relli cool. n we could crap so much without embarrassing ourselves too much as tho we've known each other for ages. so i suppose tts relli cool. n den again mebbe its cos we've got soooo much free time to bond in the past week. ok enough funny stuff

damn. no more free time now. sch's relli starting now. argh... no more dota =( n i've got homework.... ahhhh.... n i slept the whole dae away!!!!!!!!! i'm so gona die i tell u. gota START doing homework now! crap. i think i cant slack as much as in sec sch le. must be more consistent cos everyone saes jc work is much harder to catch up to once u've fallen back too much. but its sooo hard to keep doing work.... i'm so ke lian rite. haiz i noe.... but anywae now my main worry #1 is doing well for my o's. main worry #2 is deciding which jc i wana go to after first 3 months. hw is STILL secondary! roar. freak. okok homework gogo...

RJ

2005-01-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

okae its actually 2.10am sundae morn now but i'm changing the time so tt its easier. *yawn*

ok lets start yesterdae. had a slack dae. no lectures from 8 till 12 so a grp of our class decided to go crash rj. we took 156 there n when the bus was going pass their sch complex everyone was like "whoaa...." seriously. their sch is very nice. but it kinda looks like those industrial parks. so anywae we went in thru ri which... k mouth shut. but their boarding sch was very nice tho. of cos cant compare to dear tchs. we met ying hong's fren at the ri canteen where we got our rj badges. i prefer hc's collar pins tho. saw J TAY there! no more basketball loh. now its SOCCER!! zai not. den we walked boldly into rj. met up with a fren there n toured the sch. nice time =) (sorry s72 ppl no additional gossip info here haha). anywae i think their sch feels very much diff from hc. the interior is all very brand new n its all painted white so gives this very clinical feel. n it feels so... office like. i very much prefer the warmer hc colours. n like when i went there i actually saw j1s mugging larh. i was like wtf?!?! FREAKS!!! i havent even opened my sch bag yet. n its like everywhere larh!!! scary shit. i think i have now changed my mind n wud rather much prefer staying in hc. rj is... no comments.

had wushu trng in the afternoon. i kinda slacked for the warm up cos my shoes were -_- n i was tired AND i was SICK. yes... relli... so i saw them train. n the j1 turn up was quite shocking. there were so many guys tt they had to form 2 lines n as usual there were rather few girls n the vast majority had wushu background!!! very intimidating. den i joined some "ice-breaker" games, aka dog n bone -_- . den i changed n trained for a bit. din do much cos of my poor shoes. getting a new pair on tues so no fret! i wun slack so much! its nice to be back with my wushu pals again larh.

tdy had s72 class outing! we went kbox! i've nvr been there b4 haha. we went to the cine lvl 8 one. hmm the turn up was quite gd. 16 of 26 in all. den we squeezed on the sofa n sang our hearts out. found out min jie damn pro larh. almost all the songs oso noe one. we had initially booked the room from 2-5. den we extended for free till 6. n after we settled the bill at 6 we carried on singing till 7 cos they din chase us out haha. so we got 2 free hours. but it wasn't very cheap still tho. paid like 12.80 each. ouch. den we wasted alot of time deciding n finding a place to eat n finally settled at thai express at ps. food ok larh. den we went to walk in carrefour where aaron said sth damn funny. he was like "u noe last time in scouts when we barbequed chicken we found out tt the chicken's asshole wud expand. den we wud have a hard time turning the chicken." i was like. wtf wtf wtf?!?! den the way he said it was so matter-of-factly so it was damn freaking funny. den we went dome at park mall to eat brownie n choc gelato. not bad larh but not tt great. den we stayed there n toked alot of cock till the more or less chased us out. (they stopped playing the music n gave loud hints)

i'm so glad our class is bonding well. gota start doing HOMEWORK already. SIAN diao. ok feel like toking more but relli damn tired now.

Holy Sh...

2005-01-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

so sian. tmr got wushu. dun feel like going leh. still dun have my shoes... n my dao n jian are M.I.A. somewhere in the tchs hui suo. whole holidae nvr train, tmr go there sure damn malu haha. tmr i think only got lecture at like 11 or sth. thinking of crashing rj since like tmr's the last chance. see first la. mebbe morning can go. heard rj starting wushu. if so den... haiz now oso duno leh. my class now so nice. make me have a dilemma. damn sian la.

ever noticed how all the boys seem to be very frenly n enthu when boysgirls. i can alwayes picture those situations where there are like tonnes of guys n only a small group of girls den only a small grp of guys will go interact with the girls. i suppose tt's wad's happening in my class now. its a gd start of interaction between the guys n girls i suppose but things wont be gd if it carries on liddat la.

the end of the week will most probably spell the end of my dota daes. i must cherish them while they last. ahhh. to be slack...

Bliss

2005-01-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

i'm into the third dae of my second week in hc. very slack not cos like all we have are lectures. 2 per sub per week. dreading tutorial which start next week cos it spells h-o-m-e-w-o-r-k. hate homework. hate it hate it hate it.

had a rather interesting week i suppose so far. ok first i'll tok abt the teachers.

econs - the teacher seem quite ok. she cracks alot of very lame/cold jokes n everyone laughs at her so its cool. he lessons are quite relaxed so its nice. for now econs seems remotely interesting. must start reading newspaper more haha. bio - already beginning to regret taking it. the teachers all damn xiong one so the class very sian. like chualc liddat one but worst cos at least chualc got quite niao sometimes. perhaps its jus the first lesson but things dont look gd. also had some bio diagnostic test which was lame cos the qn freaking hard one den everything oso duno how to do. mebbe get 5 marks liddat. ti kum almost all. chem - only had an intro session. slack. the teachers seem o-k. also had a diagnostic test n survey but at least it was doable this time. math - started teaching us some inequalities. feels like we learnt b4 but i suppose its like a step up from our a math. i miss e math =(

so anywae, i think my class is much better now. we went kap for lunch after sch on mondae (tho not everyone went), n den proceeded to zhou hao's hse to play pool which was cool. jus tt de table kinda sucked.... ok cannot comment i no pool table. hrm... yesterdae jus went to visit the tachs wushu for a tiny while to ask jiao lian for my shoes. apparently he din bring this week so i still cant start trng. damn sian cos my old shoes got a hole as big as ur palm n i have something against wearing other ppl's shoes oops.

tdy very sian. got this damn bad flu. den i used up like 2 packs of tissue larh. den got a damn bad headache during econs lecture so very sian. lucky after tt yifang gave me a penadol so it cleared up pretty quick. thanks agian arh. oh yea before tt i was playing tennis with jelene n dawei which was quite -_- haha. i relli relli sucked so i think i kinda spoilt it for them. oops. anywae i let them plae alone after tt haha. den daryl oso organised some badminton thing. had some lame library tour. den afternoon had cca exhibition. was looking at the various booths with alfred. apparently i think quite a few ppl join wushu loh. quite surprised. even old bryan from hpps. den heard got some ny wushu damn zai one n got a taekwondo black belt. kao man go there kena owned. sian diao. den surprisingly after all the mess, a few of my class ppl gathered at the class bench to tok alot of crap. like coming up with some scandals n stuff. damn funny. after which we went coro to eat, toking alot more crap n alwaes veering away from the subject haha.

trying to enjoy my week as much as possible. dota dota haha. yar cos like everyone saes this is THE slackiest week in the whole 2 yrs in jc. so better cherish it. dreading next week's tutorials. i think my class is quite cool, tho we still got quite a long way to go in unity. i tihnk i shud come to us in time. oh yeah n my angel wrote to me some funny stuff haha. ok i think the angel mortal thing is quite lame. i got shiqi to write my letter to my mortal haha. *shhh* its so they cant guess hu u see *i'm not slack*. okok cannot form too many opinions.

oh yar i signed up for GREEN CLUB!!! haha. green club owns. stupid pearls thing like damn hard to get a gd cca grade liddat. green club is for my enrichment n sevices haha. den i think got lots of cip too. if not i quit liao la haha. gogo interact. wanted to join tt but the booth closed early haha.

Supernova

2005-01-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

ok! i tihnk now i dont mind blogging. gogo before i change my mind.

anywae, i had one helluva hectic week with orientation. couldn't blog cos i came home relli late everydae n i was DEAD tired man...

mon - hmmm quite boring if i rem. it sux to see all the same faces all over again. it almost makes u feel like ur back in chinese high n i hate tt. err i suppose there were lots of diff ppl too... spent most of the dae slogging it out in the auditorium which was relli cold n there was a series of talks. err... i rem all the tchs guys going back to de tchs canteen for our lunch. n i stuck to my old sec 4 pals.

tues - erm we started with some talks by the lame ass principle mr ang hu's english sux. (issit some sort of trend?) den we went to our og for some games. it was rather fun la n i could rem most of their names. played ice breaker stuff like whacko n sort. den had those dance, cheer n song sessions which were damn sian.

wed - (btw, i'm reading off the orientation booklet's schedule now) hmmm we met our class for the first time. same class as jelene haha. anywae my class only got 8 guys n 18 girls. 2 rv guys, the rest tchs. -_- hmmm den we had some telematch. errr hmmm.... oh yeah there were alot of guai lan games where everyone got soaking wet like we had to crawl up this soapy wet slope holding hands n there was some starchy games which were pretty sick. i think it was rather fun tho. rather. err yeah i tihnk tt's it.

thurs - had some lame amazing race thing where we were given clues n ran abt de stations doing funny stuff. quite sian cos it was too well organised to there were lotsa hold ups. met our ct teacher (wadeva u call him) hu's this new guy. err yea. den had some slackey station games which had no time limits so it was slack but i noe our class won everything haha. too bad no prize la. erm den we prepared our orientation item which is this skit on hwa chong idol. n we did our banner. ok the banner painting was quite interesting. but at the end ours was pretty plain so we wanted to do some stuff to fill in the background but everyone was sian diao. so a few of us stayed back n tried to put some stuff on it n it was pretty fun larh haha.

fri - war games! yeah some crazy shit. very fun tho. n our fac head is relli nuts which is cool. den there were some pre-emptive attacks on the other teams so the teachers got quite pissed n we got kinda told off so tt kinda spoiled the mood. but in the end it turned out ok i suppose. i managed to keep relatively clean apart from a few patches of starch n i got totally drenched. hmm den it was our faculty judging for out item n daryl was relli crazy with his damn gay preformance. damn good man. hmmm den we had our orientation culminated in a campfire which was prolly the best part of the whole week. best, not neccessarily good. ok i'll stop it. anywae, everyone's spirits were relli high toward the end with the singing n dancing n whatnot so it was cool. den everyone rushed off to take pics n our class n our senior class went off to kap which was packed FULL... we sat outside cold storage n introed n stuff till relli relli late.

so anywae, i suppose my first week in hc is not bad la. taking bio chem math econs n as said earlier my class has lotsa girls. erm my class is 05s72! yeah its quite nice la. n i tihnk my senior class is quite nice larh. they're quite on. right now i noe abt err half of my class. i noe the guys larh but the rv ones quite anti. its like they ostracise themselves la. very sad. we guys go out for dinner tog den they wun come with us one. ok i shant sae any bad things abt my class since i dont know them well. benefit of the doubt. i will reveal more in time. in any case i suppose my class is not bad. got its fair share of enthu n non-enthu ppl. but i think i'm relli seriously considering rj now larh. it sounds so much more fun. tihnk i'll go rj after first 3 months. the only thing tt's holding me back is wushu n all the great wushu guys. if not i'll be long gone. hmmm... sux to see the same faces again. i never relli liked chinese high much n now i feel like i'm back there.

well anywae i've got all lectures next week which is just damn sian. dont flame me pls but i am interested in getting to noe more abt my subjects tho. okok pls those hu noe me noe i'm a big slacker n still am but hey, curious ok. hmmm... waiting to get my new shoes from jiao lian (since the hols) so i can start trng since my old pair is relli relli relli worn. but i'm not gona throw them away for sentimental reasons. yeah i'm a very sentimental person u noe. it has like a hole as big as ur palm la. fark man. okok its quite late now better be a gd boy n slp. luv sch luv sch.

wtf?!?!?!

Orientation

2005-01-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

Oops. i had initially intended to blog about my orientation but one thing led to another n i'm just too lazy now. Will find time! will find time! will find time!

School!

2005-01-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone? Are you ready for........ SCHOOL?????

Well anywae i'm not.

glhf.

-> Hope that all tsunami victims out there can reunite with their families and recover from the shocks of the disaster.

2005

2005-01-01T02:45:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y N E W Y E A R E V E R Y O N E ! ! ! ! !

time flies and its already a new year. what have i done in 2004? i worked hard for my o lvls. i'm proud of it cos i've nvr worked so hard in my life. but bad memories aside, despite my flirt with hardwork, i've had more than my fair share of slack too. i wud sae this has been a rather fruitful yr n i rather look forward to the new chapter of my life - jc. i wont sae i'm happy to embrace this new sequel of torment but i'm not very sad either. i suppose its the mixed feeling of erasing my daes of emptiness n stepping into a new circle of frens. despite the fact that probably about 3/4 of the male hc population wud be made of tchs ppl, i hope to gain some insight into the lives n mingle with the remaining 1/4. hopefully they aren't all prcs cos chinese PWNS me.

unto more recent events.

watched kungfu hustle dae before yesterdae with my wushu frens. very very funny!!! highly recommended for everyone. i luv the landlady esp! haha. on a side note, the movie really dussen have any meaning. none at all. its just funny. not the kind i wud recommend watching twice but a gd watch nonetheless. den we went to plae dota....

today (i'm typing this early on new yr's morning), i met the wushu ppl yet again at hc. den we were coerced by lan to go GINZA PLAZA to get his little bro's spects. have u even heard of GINZA PLAZA? well its this fairly old shopping centre in the heart of west coast. yea west coast, tt place somewhere near clementi. yeah clementi, tt place where the mrt stops at. so ANYWAE, we alighted near holy cross (my church!), n took a walk down lan's memory lane where he recalled his exploits of his younger daes. n it was so sickening cos it kept raining in sudden bursts. well anywae we finally reached ginza where there were many lan shops (some so established tt they were equipped with high tech flat screens lcds! wtf wtf) but overall it was rather err.... old la. den we took a 143 from there all the way to SOMERSET. long ride but very fun cos we were toking crap all the way. it was interesting cos we passed many areas of singapore where most of us have never even seen before. it was almost like a tour bus. we passed stuff like west coast park, haw par villa (!), mount faber, clarke quay, chinatown n more! intersting heritage tour. well from there... we went to play pool for abit. den we went to this chinese restaurant at centrepoint for dinner. i think we were reli hated there cos we kept kao bei-ing with loud voices haha oops. so left quickly n went cine which was jammed packed. den we went esplanade for the countdown! tho there were no fireworks (respect for tsunami victims u ignorant fuck) , it was still fun to countdown with the masses. den we went home from there. enjoyable!

once again, i wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! and may all your dreams come true for this brand new year, and dont live to regret!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2004-12-25T03:13:00.000+08:00

First of all,

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S T O A L L ! ! !
Hope everyone receives many many nice prezzies and have a great time before... you know what la. i oso duno wana spoil the mood by saying it.
Festive cheer!

Haiz so fast and it's that time of the year again. In recent years i've alwaes found that i rather disliked this xmas season since it, well, signifies the end of the year (which isn't too bad mind you) but also the start of a brand new one. which means, yes, school. besides now a years i hardly get any prezzies T_T

so anywae these few daes have been rather ok for me.
lets see... HAPPY BIRTHDAE GLENDON AND ZHEXI! kae i noe its a little erm late but hey, better late than never. besides i wished u guys already. now i'm jus letting u have the honour of basking in the popularity of my blog so quick, jump into the limelight. OOPS. so anywae...

hmmm well, main highlight was the 6B gathering we had yesterdae. i must say it was fairly successful as compared to the many pitiful attempts in the past. it was alwaes someone arranging den either guy or girls turn up only. sad. but hey, yesterdae was great. it was very nice catching up with everyone. u noe i find my primary sch frens all such nice nice ppl. i must say i'm closest to my wushu pals (u guys rawk!) but i find my pri sch frens alot easier to get along with, like compared to all the ppl i meet la. even if its jus superficial jc talk, its nice to mingle around with everyone once again. perhaps its nostalgia. ah well.... what ever it is it was nice. but i have to mention the gathering was at yinghui's hse n it totally roxXoRs. its not say very humongous but its very nice. it was designed by his mom hu's an architect n it has like this "indoor" garden with shelters above tt can close when it rains. den his koi pond's koi is monstrous!!! i mean like its baby sharks la. they were all like 1m, give or take. scary. but very cool. and the saving grace of our gathering came in the form of a pool table. damn zai la he got pool table. envy. so like if got nothing to do at least jus hang ard the table watch ppl plae help to ease awkward silences haha. den we went ps for dinner.

despite my moody mood (haha oops.. k...), my family celebrated xmas again this year as usual. we're catholics la in case u dont noe. i noe i'm not tt devout but YES, i am. so anywae, my relatives all came over (from my mom's side) n we had dinner which was relli gd. n they're all damn funny so i had a great time laughing at them all teasing each other. it was quite enjoyable la.

Some few Updates

2004-12-21T13:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i suddenly realised i haven't relli been blogging that much now. its curious to note that now that i have more free time, i seem to have little time to blog. or so it seems.

anywae, haven't been doing anything very interesting these daes... mainly jus go out with frens or else stay at home... like tdy...

sundae - met up with some wushu guys at toa payoh to play dota at cybermatrix. overall it was pretty fun. but there was this bunch of stupid mud kids that were making a hell lota noise. there was this one in particular hu kept shouting "alamak nasi lemak!" like wtf?? i feel like shoving some nasi lemak up his fricking ass laaa. kao.... super kao bei. n he kept saying it. then next to him was his little mud fren #2 hu kept banging his mouse on the table every time he died. (i think they were playing cs). i assume he wasn't very gd anywae since he kept banging his mouse on the table. u noe its jus so sad tt it makes me wana laugh every time i see these cute little stupid mud kids since they remind me of a damned stupid mud hu stole jo's phone. sad but true. after tt i met up with mark n ying hui at funan centre (dont ask me why so ulu place) for dinner. yep. mark cheong. i havent seen him for AGES man n we go relli relli way back. i still rem we were best frens in erm... p3-p4? cant rem well but it was ard den. den we wud go over each other's hse all the time n sleepover. waaaay fun. n i relli loved his hse since it was so cozy. i dont think hes changed very much la. still his whacky self but i supposed hes a little more suave now. u noe. i mean hu at this age wouldn't wana appear at least a little seh. apart frm tt yinghui la of cos still the same loser haha. but hes not relli a bad guy la. relli. n also i suppose it cos i dont relli noe mark tt well now so.... yep. it was a nice meeting i suppose. rather short tho.

mondae - hmmm... berd asked me out for pool so wad da hell of cos i dont mind wad rite. den he was msging me at like 1+ n asked to meet at 330 n i was like "walao so late... haiz... i hope i'm not too early". den did i mention i was in bed at tt time? so yeah... i err... dozed off n ended up waking to a shock at 230. -_- so anywae i obviously reached late but we had quite a fun time with pool. went to meridien this time. the pool tables were pretty gd but the place was quite small. i think mebbe only abt... less than 10 tables? so anywae we were lucky cos the time we went (abt 4) there were very few ppl. but after awhile it became quite packed n there were ppl waiting ard. had good games tho. i'm improving! haha. kae enough talk about my merits cos it'll nvr end. ANYWAE, after tt we met sean n aaron at hmv. wud u believe ps cinemas were PACKED FULL for ocean's 12? crazy shit i tell u. anywae sean sent aaron off to the mrt den me n berd went to cine to check it out n cine had NO ocean's 12? yes! be surprised! n it was relli crowded esp downstairs cos they were having the gala premiere of kungfu hustle n stephen chow was going to grace the event. so the sealed off the elevators n main entrance. quite crappy. SO we met up with sean n went over to lido to check out ocean's 12 there. we managed to get tix for the 7pm show (at 7.05) but luckily the show hadn't started when we went in at 7.10. so in any case, ocean's 12 was pretty gd. very funny.

geez i jus realised how detailed all tt was. must be damn boring to read but oh well... anywae i dont think i can go out much these few daes since i blew all my cash in 2 daes. 50 to be exact. geez i wonder wad i'm spending on... haiz... my mom's gona kill me if she finds out.

Posting Results

2004-12-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

sigh... posting results finally came out.... got posted to some crap jc........ damn sian laa....

NOT. hc science first 3 months next yr.

damn i'm bored.

Wushu Chalet

2004-12-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

tdy jus came back from the wushu chalet n i slept like the whohle afternoon away.... kae now lemme try n recall some stuff tt happened....

so we met up on tues ard noon... went for lunch at bedok hawker center there n ate duck rice... quite nice... den we took a shuttle bus to de chalet... we din have anyone 18 to check us in so mr gan tiong beng did it for us since the council had a chalet there too... shit... wtf did we do... hmmm... yeah i think we went to cycle.... den our asses hurt like crazy hell... yeah den jo came... den we ate at mac... den we went to rollerblade... den lan came... hmm... den we bladed/cycled till very late n my legs were hurting like hell... knees esp. den lan went to get alcohol... n we played some modified form of poker. its like for every card u withdraw after 2 cards u gota pay 10 cents into a fund. den winner gets to drink a mouthful of beer. quite corny haha but very fun. noone got drunk tho. hmmm... i forgot wad happened next but i noe me, lan n jo ended up on the bed toking abt dota. we were discussing if clinkz was cheap or not... one thing led to another n bai, lord of manchester, the newest imba character was created. he had 3 passive skills n an ultimate. #1 corrosive breath, does splash dmg n hits friendly units oso, causes towers to malfunction. #2 rot, leaves a trail tt dmgs all units, enemy/friendly, dmgs self also. #3 bai blood, gives lord of manchester life regen per second to counter life draining effects of rot. ultimate, song of bai, puts all heroes on map to sleep. enemy heroes for 4 sec, friendly heroes for 8. ok so den i think we slept for a few hours, 3-4? anywae, we got up n returned the skates n proceeded to have lunch at komalas which we relli gd. loved the masala tosai which was cheap n very filling. den we bowled. had 127, 99, 85 haha. damn funny games there. anywae, after tt we left for bedok interchange to dota. had 2 team games, lan, glen, jonah, zhexi vs jo, kb, jiayong n me. now our scores are 3-o. we winning eh lan? haha... we are imba. however our fun was cut short with the disappearance of jo's hp. we suspected it was stolen by some mud nut hu went to a cash converter. (we followered him). anywae, we informed the staff there n he din do anything but looked at cds while we hund around pretending to be some undercover fucks. so den he went to a nearby coffeeshop to lim kopi n went to the busstop to meet his fren. jo went to make a police report while mud thief n fren split up. quite obvious they stole it rite. so anywae we cut the chase cos we couldn't follow them anymore. haha. had some fun there but poor jo lost another hp. dude be careful man. ur alwaes so blur. hmm den went back for bbq. BAI was there along with kelvin li n zhou. den we started kicking the soccer ball ard n ate some bbq. drank some beer den zhou n kelvin left. hmmm... ok den we went to the lan shop where we initially intended to play dota but no time so we ended up playing arcade n me n lan went to play pool where i got trashed =( haha. den we went to buy alcohol n we started drinking at the beach. lan, jo, glen n me were drinking more n bai, jonah n zhexi took a few sips. one thing led to another n we finally amassed 7 bottles n 1 can of booze. jo got kinda drunk, his face was all red n he was doing stupid stuff like balancing bottles n dropping the bottle opener into holes to try n convince us he wasnt drunk. damn funny. lan oso got high n start jumping ard tables shouting "OWNAGE!" den he wud kick de soccer ball relli hard n run ard shouting "GOAL!" very very funny man. me n glen were whoozy but not as drunk. den i went back to the chalet while jo, lan n bai hung ard the tables. jo was sleeping tho haha n we set him up in alot of diff poses n took pics of him with his own cam haha. after a long long while i managed to find a small corner to lie on n slept. in the morning we packed n left. had lunch together in bedok again. ate laksa which was pretty gd. den we split n i headed home for a long journey on the 7.
very very fun.

Casshit

2004-12-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

ok tdy i've jus watch the WORST movie of my life. CASSHERN

dammit, when i saw the poster a couple of months back i thought this was some super cool cgi film, successor of the finaly fantasy movie (which oso kinda sucked btw). but no... my friends, do not be fooled!

basically, my overall impression of the movie is a pitiful attempt at infusing the chimology of master n commander n the sad graphics of sky captain. the end product? a very sad display of a movie. hmmm... if u wana try n picture it in ur mind, try thinking of an old chinese movie quiality flick, think vr man (yes tt sad old ch5 show last time), den think sky captain kind of graphics, den for the plot think meaning of life kinda shit.
i mean which god damn hero wears a tight white suit??? n den the villian is some ressurected mutant freak hu calls himself a neo sapien n uses a dirty flag for a cape. gEeZ man gimme dr evil any time.
n the cgi parts? pathetic. think ff7 type graphics.
it was so so so freaking lame. i was almost laughing throughout the movie. all the ppl all damn over act seh. n they are NOT seh at ALL.
as for the storyline, for the first 3/4 of the movie u can tell its a very poor attempt at creating a very deep n intricate plot. for the last 1/4? sorry dont ask me i was sleeping by that time.

i've only slept in 2 movies. master n commander n dis. n the former was oso cos i was relli tired after training. THIS??? haiz... i can only say my mind somehow degenerated in the past few hours. i cant even sae i wasted my time cos its worst than tt.
de only good part of the show? the last part when i was sleeping.

Back to Bound

2004-12-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

yay! my comp's gunbound miraculously works again! haha... i had initially redownloaded the program after my o's following my abstinence of half a year from it. but my comp was screwy n after the nprotect thing downloaded finish it wud automatically reset o.O

so anywae not it works again for some reason or another by err when i logged on there was hardly anyone on haha. rite now everyone's either on dota or maplestory. hmmm... dota is starting to get a little sian cos i'm so noob =( n maplestory sounds like its boring after a dae or 2. so in any case, to entertain myself i have restarted ff7! yes. the oldie. upon recovering from the initial shock of the poor graphics (rem i have been playing mgs3 previously), i once agin managed to immerse myself in the intricate storyline. u noe i jus cant wait for ff7: advent children to come out. i jus noe its a movie on ff7 n i think it happens after the game. not too sure cos i din relli bother to read up much on it but i saw the trailers and they look relli good. another thing to look forward to is the lotr rotk extended release which err i tihnk is around now. but singapore being the tiny sunny island tt it is prolly wont receive any stock of it till much later... hmmm... wonder if my dad's going us soon hehe....

oh hey wait i jus realised i drifted far away from the main topic oops haha. ok so ANYWAY, my gunbound works again now so i've been trying out my sKiLLs with noob accounts in noob games since i dont wana tarnish my high win percentage of my old account. hehe. so in any case if anyone of u out there is interested in a game with a noob feel free to get me haha. i'm relli relli noob rite now.

Snake Eater

2004-12-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

i jus completed Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater. haha yeah i noe the name sounds stupid but in any case its the last installment of a game trilogy which is relli relli relli successful.

so yeah the game... compared to the previous 2 games was pretty boring for me. the story was relli slow moving till the end. i suppose my fav is still the original metal gear solid cos number 2 got kinda crappy after the revelation of the patriots n stuff. but i suppose when u piece them all together it does make some sort of sense. its kinda like the matrix trilogy where the original was still the best. overall gameplay was very much like metal gear solid 2. but the original still had the most developed characters. this one was not very well done with the rather skimpy intro of the cobra unit who apparently are super qiang. hmmm... however i do like the fact tt u get to control the young version of big boss n even get to noe the reason behind his one missing eye. it lets u understand why he created outer heaven n zanzibar in the metal gear series. n ocelot was as extra as ever in his younger self. but u do later understand why tho. but still i think he sux. no ninjas this time round so tt kinda sucked. the main villian is gay so err... hmm. but now when i think abt it all the 3 games were kinda similar in terms of storyline progress tho... u fight this certain team of enemies throughout the game while penetrating their base with everything culminating in a boss battle with a giant metal gear (rex, ray, shagohod). den there's a chase scene of some sort (jeep, ninjas, bike) n den u get a final melee combat to end it. hmm... ok so i suppose i sound like a real geek now but hey, its a damn fine game.

so anyway back to real life, i've been wasting away as usual. yesterdae met up with some of my wushu seniors n juniors to play mah jong at jo's hse den went to toa payoh to play dota at a lan shop haha. quite fun. u noe i've been relli wondering how everyone else is spending their hols cos i relli feel like i'm wasting my time. but den when i tihnk abt it, wat can i do tt wont waste my time? if i attend classes, it'll be a little too late to register n i've only got a month left so no point. i had initially thought of attending a sign lang class with jo budden the classes only start in like jan so... yeah. den like if go volunteer do sth i alone go abit the sian rite? haiz... i guess i'm fated to waste away. its so funny how i've longed for these daes during the torment of my o's n now tt they're here i find them quite pointless. sad huh.

Manson in Asia

2004-12-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

Holy crap! Manson's gona tour in Asia!!!

He'll be in Bangkok, Seoul, Tokyo and Osaka. haiz... i don't think he'll ever come to our little island... so saddening. damn wish i could go.... hmmm....

Change

2004-12-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Oh man i'm getting a headache trying to redo my blog layout. got a little tired of the old one... hmmm... i like the pics on this one but i jus cant figure out how to do some things... this is irritating...

i might jus revert back to the old one. this one seems... kinda limited. haha ok oh well... i suppose its slightly better than sleeping away... quality time.

Yawn

2004-12-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored bored bored... did i say bored?

while its nice to return to my semi-comatose state of sleep, eat , sleep, i must admit i'm getting fairly bored of this one-of-a-kind lifestyle. but i noe i must learn to appreciate it lest it runs away from me and never returns ere jc beckons.

very bored now. just waiting n waiting. just today i woke up at 1pm and slept again from 4-6pm. geez i'm so active. better tone down on the exercise before the remains of the stuff in my head shrivels up n dies off.

its already december the first. only a month left before we gota return back to school. how sad is tt. hmmm... things to look forward to rite now... wushu chalet n 6b gathering. amongst other things. the prob with all these is tt they happen so late in the yr tt they also signal the end of my slackey days... or not?

in a way i suppose i'm looking forward to meeting the many new ppl in jc... if i do manage to get into hc, i hope everyone won't be as chinesey as they are in tchs. damn i hate chinese. okay i suppose i shan't descend back into this old, washed n rewashed topic.

u noe wat? this hols is giving me too much free time to think abt too many stupid things. not tt i'm complaining or somethings but.. oh well...

hmm the air blowing into my room is sweet. nice. pity i cant keep it open while i sleep cos my room hardly gives me enough wind to keep the disgusting sweat from flowing so the air-con has to blow every nite.

omg wtf am i toking abt? ok i better stop. like i said i'm thinking too much abt stupid things.

bored.

dilemma.

Return to Training

2004-11-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

ok so tdy was the first time i trained again after errr.... 5 months? anywae, to sum it up in 2 words... horrible. embarrassing. tho i cant relli say it was unexpected... ah well... looks like i gota work harder now. u noe i jus hate that phrase "work harder". it jus slams reality into ur face. its as good as saying "u suck" or "ur pathetic" or simply "loser".

ok so anywae on to better things. tdy was mini-ryan's bdae so we went out to err... "celebrate". well u see it actually seemed like jus a regular wushu outing. jus tt we had a bdae boy to make decisions. ended up at cine's lan shop for err 4+ hours... hehe... we played cs where i surprisingly still had my form... remanants from past addictions... n den we went on to dota where there were 2 noobs so... errr.... heh. but hey i managed to win a 3v2 with the 2 noobs.

abstract.

unlucky. confused.

Class Chalet

2004-11-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

ok i've just recovered from my weekend.
had a class chalet from fridae till tdy. more fun than i expected i suppose.... now lemme try n recall the events... hmmm

day1
gathered at tanah merah mrt at abt 1pm. not very many ppl at first. abt 10+ only? JOHNNY went to ask the shuttle bus driver sth. den he told us to wait at the taxi stand. in the end the shuttle bus went there, picked up one person n left without us. hmmm. guai lan. so anywae we all ended up taking a short cab ride there. the chalet unit itself was great. some 2 storey bungalow with 2 rooms n 2 toilets n a kitchen, flat screen tv, CABLE and KARAOKE but we din use the karaoke in the end tho cos no one brought cds heh. hmmm i think we went bowling after tt... den played some pool (which was 2 bucks a game!!!!) oh yea n somewhere in between jtay ordered pizza with his 250 bucks. hmmm... den at nite me, sean, aaron n poh wei took a shuttle bus out for dinner n to da bao food for the rest of the guys. came back at 11+. hmmm.... we din sleep for most of the nite as a bunch of guys were playing an uber long game of risk upstairs n some guys were playing mah jong, some were busy with some soccer ps2 game n i myself was busily earning income thru furious poker games. in the end our corporation (me, sean n she hern) won abt 20 bucks tt nite.

day2
hmmm... wad de hell did we do? errr.... i think i remember going bowling again n playing pool again.... we played poker again somewhere n we stretched our earnings to 25+ bucks. so in the end each person took home abt 8.60. ok well highlight of the dae was de bbq. sean ordered from wendy chen hu is none other than our canteen's green plate auntie. the cost was 260 at first but in the end the uncle only charged us 200. so they drove up in their black mercedes benz n began starting the fire for the bbq. initially we had invited alot of teachers but most of them all din turn up in the end. only png came. n so it was tt the bbq went on... oh yea john lee was caught sitting in front of the tv alone watching miss world. n was later joined by various other people. sean was stuffing himself ni a bid to clear up the food while andy, she hern n hongkai were playing cai quan to try n clear up the fried rice. quite unsuccessfully i might add. at abt 11 we went to play pool again. den i watched the others bowl while trying to curb my spending. when we went back, everyone din do very much n most ppl were already fast asleep. u noe it always seems to happen tt way, everyone'll be busy playing the first nite n busy sleeping the second. always u noe. every chalet. so anywae, i went to sleep too...

day3
nothing much happened. we just woke up at abt 8 something to get everything cleared up. check-out time was like 9-10 so everyone was pretty busy. in the end we waited at the bus stop toking cock for abt 40mins while waiting for the shuttle service to get us out of the place. den everyone took the mrt n began splitting for home.
ok so i suppose tt's abt it.

the place was pretty good la cos the bungalow itself was pretty large n could accomodate our 20+ ppls fairly well. but the location was very very ulu. after 8 u cant even get a decent meal for cheap. cheap as in below 10 bucks. bowling was cheap on weekdaes at 1.80 but on weekends it was o-k at 2.80 per game. pool not too good as it was only per game at 2 bucks. cycling was like 5 bucks per hour or sth. crazy shit. n if u wanted to get out u had to wait for the shuttle bus or take a cab. i heard some guys took a 1h walk from there to east coast tho. in tt sense i suppose pasir ris n east coast are better.
in any case, i guess i've enjoyed the chalet pretty throughly, for a while i was able to forget most of my troubles. i think the class is relli bonded much better after it. i noe i myself finally began to get to noe some ppl better which was relli good.